Avalanche
Matthew Good songs will never have the same meaning to me.
Vancouver has almost put all of his music in context.
So I have cried the last few days. All for different reasons. But maybe its all the same.
I dont think im happy.
My current tears are because I miss my brother. alot.
and i miss my parents. and i miss gonzo.
I miss Josh! and I miss Stine. and I miss Ana. I miss my aunt and uncle and my cousins and I even miss my grandparents.
I miss the streets i know. I miss the trees I know
Its like Vancouver is the place everyone runs away from.
and I dont like research. and i dont like reading. and I dont like academic writing. and I dont think I am meant to do this anymore..
But I would never give something up.
I know a lot of this is because I havn't made any good connections here. (well two - but i dont really see them as much as I would like to)
I want to go home.
I thought I was meant for more than a "simple life" I wanted to be "bigger than that"
I think im ready to just be happy.
Vancouver has almost put all of his music in context.
So I have cried the last few days. All for different reasons. But maybe its all the same.
I dont think im happy.
My current tears are because I miss my brother. alot.
and i miss my parents. and i miss gonzo.
I miss Josh! and I miss Stine. and I miss Ana. I miss my aunt and uncle and my cousins and I even miss my grandparents.
I miss the streets i know. I miss the trees I know
Its like Vancouver is the place everyone runs away from.
and I dont like research. and i dont like reading. and I dont like academic writing. and I dont think I am meant to do this anymore..
But I would never give something up.
I know a lot of this is because I havn't made any good connections here. (well two - but i dont really see them as much as I would like to)
I want to go home.
I thought I was meant for more than a "simple life" I wanted to be "bigger than that"
I think im ready to just be happy.