generally i hate the way the world works. (in almost every regard)
I think I realized what is bothering me
head. sucking penis. is that one thing I dont like to do when it comes to men in bed. in some grose weird truth.. its the reason I dont want to spend th rest of my life with a guy.
yup
and cause i know 99% of men love it, and I dont enjoy giving it.. i say well fuck men.
When i hear about girls that love it... i am reminded of how I am a fucking outcast to the world.
when I hear about women who love giving it and are fucking good at it.... well i feel like a bad lover.. a bad sex partner... and I NEVER want to be that.
It brings back pain of the past.
Now this makes me think that I am running away from my problems.
note: I really love women. maybe even if its that none of this man/women top/bottom gender roles oral sex thing come into play. I view us as equals.
And ya these are all my own head problems.
but tell me you dont have yours.
in response to tittle: I guess this is why i want to be with someone that challanges the "norm". cause i hate the norm.
I feel better now.
u go be normal over there. This is what happens when I keep an open mind.
manda closes mind, and remends hard candy shell.
head. sucking penis. is that one thing I dont like to do when it comes to men in bed. in some grose weird truth.. its the reason I dont want to spend th rest of my life with a guy.
yup
and cause i know 99% of men love it, and I dont enjoy giving it.. i say well fuck men.
When i hear about girls that love it... i am reminded of how I am a fucking outcast to the world.
when I hear about women who love giving it and are fucking good at it.... well i feel like a bad lover.. a bad sex partner... and I NEVER want to be that.
It brings back pain of the past.
Now this makes me think that I am running away from my problems.
note: I really love women. maybe even if its that none of this man/women top/bottom gender roles oral sex thing come into play. I view us as equals.
And ya these are all my own head problems.
but tell me you dont have yours.
in response to tittle: I guess this is why i want to be with someone that challanges the "norm". cause i hate the norm.
I feel better now.
u go be normal over there. This is what happens when I keep an open mind.
manda closes mind, and remends hard candy shell.