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hello all....
so i didn't get to update yesterday...i wasn't busy or nothing just didn't feel like it...
yesterday was alright...school was kinda interesting... 2nd hour we listened to WW2 Veterans so that was entertaining...then 4th hour we started DISECTION... YUCK-O..... the rest of my class were boring..but 6th hour we had the cute sub again...Lissa thinks he looks like a chipmunk but i think he's cute... but he's also too old...lol whatever....
after school i just came home and sat around! didn't do anything....i hate the weekends when i have nothing to do...i want to be able to drive again... so i can actually do stuff on the weekends... Steve came home yesterday with his G/F and his friend....i love his G/F she is soo cute! lol....his friend never stays he always goes to St.Louis....but yeah...Steven got this really cool Tattoo with Jared's name on it...and of course it made me cry...but its nice...and when i get a Tattoo if i ever do...im gonna do somethign like that too... so yeah....idk whats different about this year...but i never really cried as hard or as much as i did yesterday...it never really hit me hard in the previous 6 years...but it did yesterday...idk why maybe its just been because its been an emotional year for me! i sure do miss my brother though! and thanks Shequita for offering me a hug... and for caring! that meant alot... so yeah....after this weekend i should be ok...just from the 17th-22nd im usually not in the greatest mood.... its tough loosing somebody close to you...and loosing a grandparent or aunt or uncle....is nothing like loosing a brother! not saying you should feel sorry for me...but seriously... idk...nevermind! its just sad...that anybody that young looses their life..i mean at the age of 13 you haven't even begun your life....i miss him and can't wait for the day i can see him again!
today im not really doing anything either... i got up and got my contacts the people were rude but thats not unusual....i hate walmart supercenter in ofallon!
also at walmart some guy was talking about how much he hates bush and he doesn't understand the war and he was talking about gas prices, i was tempted to tell him to shut up! but i didn't...
i wanted to hang out with lissa today but thats cool, she had other plans! so unless i call somebody to hang out...ill most likely just be around the house again, till we go out as a family for dinner....
well there's really nothing else to update on...so i guess ill go...
another thing....sorry if ive been kinda grouchy...and if you don't know why...or can't figure out why...ur dumb! but yeah i shouldn't be grouchy to others because of things going on in my life...but owell stuff happens... everybody has a bad day, week, month whatever! lol
k im going! bye bye
so i didn't get to update yesterday...i wasn't busy or nothing just didn't feel like it...
yesterday was alright...school was kinda interesting... 2nd hour we listened to WW2 Veterans so that was entertaining...then 4th hour we started DISECTION... YUCK-O..... the rest of my class were boring..but 6th hour we had the cute sub again...Lissa thinks he looks like a chipmunk but i think he's cute... but he's also too old...lol whatever....
after school i just came home and sat around! didn't do anything....i hate the weekends when i have nothing to do...i want to be able to drive again... so i can actually do stuff on the weekends... Steve came home yesterday with his G/F and his friend....i love his G/F she is soo cute! lol....his friend never stays he always goes to St.Louis....but yeah...Steven got this really cool Tattoo with Jared's name on it...and of course it made me cry...but its nice...and when i get a Tattoo if i ever do...im gonna do somethign like that too... so yeah....idk whats different about this year...but i never really cried as hard or as much as i did yesterday...it never really hit me hard in the previous 6 years...but it did yesterday...idk why maybe its just been because its been an emotional year for me! i sure do miss my brother though! and thanks Shequita for offering me a hug... and for caring! that meant alot... so yeah....after this weekend i should be ok...just from the 17th-22nd im usually not in the greatest mood.... its tough loosing somebody close to you...and loosing a grandparent or aunt or uncle....is nothing like loosing a brother! not saying you should feel sorry for me...but seriously... idk...nevermind! its just sad...that anybody that young looses their life..i mean at the age of 13 you haven't even begun your life....i miss him and can't wait for the day i can see him again!
today im not really doing anything either... i got up and got my contacts the people were rude but thats not unusual....i hate walmart supercenter in ofallon!
also at walmart some guy was talking about how much he hates bush and he doesn't understand the war and he was talking about gas prices, i was tempted to tell him to shut up! but i didn't...
i wanted to hang out with lissa today but thats cool, she had other plans! so unless i call somebody to hang out...ill most likely just be around the house again, till we go out as a family for dinner....
well there's really nothing else to update on...so i guess ill go...
another thing....sorry if ive been kinda grouchy...and if you don't know why...or can't figure out why...ur dumb! but yeah i shouldn't be grouchy to others because of things going on in my life...but owell stuff happens... everybody has a bad day, week, month whatever! lol
k im going! bye bye