As I always say when I write in this...Its been a while...
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And Im still blank...
All I can think about is ...STUFF... And theres so much of it to think! How can I even write that down? Buwhhaha I just lightly threw a pen in the air and it landed on my barking dog. *evil grin* It semi flurried today! I was very excited about this and thought to far ahead like... "Oh maybe I wont have to do my paper for English thats due." or " I wanna hang out with Tommy tomorrow instead of doing anything." Lord ... What is wrong with me? This is not me! Ive found someone whos totally unique and I feel so comfortable with and I fall for him what?..The second time I talked to him because he asked if I smoked, drank, or did drugs? Gah! And he probably thinks Im innocent or too young... -_- I would hate that...And I get soo many sexual thoughts around him its crazy! I still cant tell him all of them yet but its funny to see his face when I giggle. Gah... Whats the use? I cant say I dont really like him alot..It would be a lie...Sometimes I wish he could just read my mind and be like... "You dirty thing! I love that!!" and I would be like.. "OMG I think I would love that too!" *sigh* I still think he doesnt like inexperience though...
So my one manager AJ was actually nice to me today... It was odd...I wasnt sure if I liked it... Hes never been nice to me and all of a sudden hes like..."Hey ...You did an awesome job back here today... Want some of my personal posters from my collection?" And I was like... "Erm...What?" XD It was a bit akward lets just put it that way. Though I do think I did an awesome job cleaning today. Ugh...So much to clean back there and sooo little times.
....God I hope he doesnt think Im a puppet to my parents.. -_- ... Damn you snow and me being home!!! Curses! I wish he knew I could stay out late if I wanted to I just dont .. Like to...I love sleep to much.. I dunno... If your out there reading this Dana-bear. Hey and I heart you and we need to get together when you come home next time if you can. I miss DDRing and Chinese and going to see stupid movies with someone else who thinks they are hard core amazing. <3
Tata darlings hope I didnt bore any of you if you read this...WHO AM I KIDDING? XD
And Im still blank...
All I can think about is ...STUFF... And theres so much of it to think! How can I even write that down? Buwhhaha I just lightly threw a pen in the air and it landed on my barking dog. *evil grin* It semi flurried today! I was very excited about this and thought to far ahead like... "Oh maybe I wont have to do my paper for English thats due." or " I wanna hang out with Tommy tomorrow instead of doing anything." Lord ... What is wrong with me? This is not me! Ive found someone whos totally unique and I feel so comfortable with and I fall for him what?..The second time I talked to him because he asked if I smoked, drank, or did drugs? Gah! And he probably thinks Im innocent or too young... -_- I would hate that...And I get soo many sexual thoughts around him its crazy! I still cant tell him all of them yet but its funny to see his face when I giggle. Gah... Whats the use? I cant say I dont really like him alot..It would be a lie...Sometimes I wish he could just read my mind and be like... "You dirty thing! I love that!!" and I would be like.. "OMG I think I would love that too!" *sigh* I still think he doesnt like inexperience though...
So my one manager AJ was actually nice to me today... It was odd...I wasnt sure if I liked it... Hes never been nice to me and all of a sudden hes like..."Hey ...You did an awesome job back here today... Want some of my personal posters from my collection?" And I was like... "Erm...What?" XD It was a bit akward lets just put it that way. Though I do think I did an awesome job cleaning today. Ugh...So much to clean back there and sooo little times.
....God I hope he doesnt think Im a puppet to my parents.. -_- ... Damn you snow and me being home!!! Curses! I wish he knew I could stay out late if I wanted to I just dont .. Like to...I love sleep to much.. I dunno... If your out there reading this Dana-bear. Hey and I heart you and we need to get together when you come home next time if you can. I miss DDRing and Chinese and going to see stupid movies with someone else who thinks they are hard core amazing. <3
Tata darlings hope I didnt bore any of you if you read this...WHO AM I KIDDING? XD