winer blues
So looking forward to break. And time. Time to process. Time to relax.
I don't even have time to sit down and have a good cry. Which sounds silly, but sometimes you just need that. And I haven't even been able to afford myself that little bit of solace lately.
I think I'm getting sick. Two of my coworkers have had strep throat this week and now I feel awful.
But insurance companies suck and mine doesn't cover anything south of Canton, OH so I won't be able to go to the doctor if I get sick while I'm home...well, if I do go then the insurance won't pay for it.
Sigh.
I miss my friends.
I miss my family.
I just want to be at home. I just want to have somebody near by that knows when I'm having a rough day. And that can give me a hug.
My friends are wonderful, and they talk to me all the time online and on the phone.
But I miss human contact a lot.
Good thing I'm going home tomorrow!
Ugh.
Back to work, I guess. Gonna be a late night at the cveec.
I don't even have time to sit down and have a good cry. Which sounds silly, but sometimes you just need that. And I haven't even been able to afford myself that little bit of solace lately.
I think I'm getting sick. Two of my coworkers have had strep throat this week and now I feel awful.
But insurance companies suck and mine doesn't cover anything south of Canton, OH so I won't be able to go to the doctor if I get sick while I'm home...well, if I do go then the insurance won't pay for it.
Sigh.
I miss my friends.
I miss my family.
I just want to be at home. I just want to have somebody near by that knows when I'm having a rough day. And that can give me a hug.
My friends are wonderful, and they talk to me all the time online and on the phone.
But I miss human contact a lot.
Good thing I'm going home tomorrow!
Ugh.
Back to work, I guess. Gonna be a late night at the cveec.