just when you think things couldn't be any better. . .
you have to go and fuck it up and be reminded of how much you suck at life.
Seriously. I was like, happy for once. And I still am happy for those reasons. But now, despite what makes me happy, i want to take a friggin shotgun to the head. And I love people who have to make me feel worse. As if I need help hating myself. I need to like, get away from shit. I want to gather the people that I care about and go somewhere where i can forget about how much i suck at life but you know what, its not gonna happen.
I need to get out. I dont want to come back home tonight cause the dad is just gonna be like, well, i thought you were this great daughter of mine but it turns out you're just an idiot and I'll have to ignore you for another month.
and i hate missing you.
Manda.
Seriously. I was like, happy for once. And I still am happy for those reasons. But now, despite what makes me happy, i want to take a friggin shotgun to the head. And I love people who have to make me feel worse. As if I need help hating myself. I need to like, get away from shit. I want to gather the people that I care about and go somewhere where i can forget about how much i suck at life but you know what, its not gonna happen.
I need to get out. I dont want to come back home tonight cause the dad is just gonna be like, well, i thought you were this great daughter of mine but it turns out you're just an idiot and I'll have to ignore you for another month.
and i hate missing you.
Manda.