FAKE
so Amanda had a get-together. i had a really good time, until i wanted to leave. i was fine to drive and wanted to go home and sleep in my OWN bed. and as soon as i told Danae and Kattie they were both like NO u're still way unstable and blah-blah-blah. i knew i fine to go home. i know that Danae was worried about me, but Kattie was just putting an act on. making it look like the 'cared' sorry ya can't fool me, especailly when Amanda and Denver have repeatidly old me that she hates me. and hearing that doesn't only not surprise me but it really kinda cuts at your self-esteem. so i left right as soon as Danae and Kattie made a McD's run. at 5am. i talked to Steve Chang about everything before i left and then i left. so when i went to bed and fell asleep, Steve Chang must have called but was tired and didn't pick up. he was the only one who 'cared' that called. and he didn't even tell me he'd call when i was leaving or anything. but Kattie told me that if i leave, that i'll never be able over ever again. she kept coming up with different 'threats' to try to keep me there. but if they woulda let me sleep when i wanted, then they wouldn't have even had to worry about anything. but i wouldn't of had a place to sleep and i'm pretty sure i'm not welcome anywhere that's not in plain site of everyone b/c according to Kattie i rumage through everything just looking for stuff i can get my hands on. which btw, isn't at all true. but whatever, if i have to get that much crap from people who call themselves my friends then i guess i really don't need them, no matter how much they swear they care about me. cuz i know that in real life, they really would do anything to get rid of me.