My thoughts of today
I have two areas taht are floating through my head today.
This is my rant and really has nothing to do with anyone who will read this but it makes me feel better to get it out.
The first is my conclusion to stop my poor behavior. For me that means I am in self preservation mode. I am tired of the people in my life who don't benefit me, I deserve to be treated better than that. I am not saying I am error free or perfect by any means but you know what, I am not someone's time filler. I am no longer going to pretend some people are my friend when they have continually betrayed me or stabbed me in the back, or just generally shit on me. They can kiss my ass. I have had the straw that broke the camels back. But as they say everything has a price. FINE, I am willing to pay that price because you know what you don't treat friends like that.
Alright enough with that soap box.
My next line of thought has been about other kinds of relationships. What is the deal with unemotionally available people? I mean I have met some really interesting people recently and they seem interesting, intelligent and worth exploring. Then when I start to spend time with them I realize they are one of two things. They really don't have a personality or much intelligence OR they were once very interesting and adventurous but now are boring and humdrum.
I know there are adventurous people out there. I am ready for you to come my way. Thanks for playing but I am not looking for humdrum, I am seeking adventure and passion. It doesn't mean I want to be on the move always, an adventure can be with two people sitting having a great conversation over lunch or cocktails. I want to be inspired. I want to be moved.
Ok soap box number two is over as well.
Thanks for playing. Until next time~
This is my rant and really has nothing to do with anyone who will read this but it makes me feel better to get it out.
The first is my conclusion to stop my poor behavior. For me that means I am in self preservation mode. I am tired of the people in my life who don't benefit me, I deserve to be treated better than that. I am not saying I am error free or perfect by any means but you know what, I am not someone's time filler. I am no longer going to pretend some people are my friend when they have continually betrayed me or stabbed me in the back, or just generally shit on me. They can kiss my ass. I have had the straw that broke the camels back. But as they say everything has a price. FINE, I am willing to pay that price because you know what you don't treat friends like that.
Alright enough with that soap box.
My next line of thought has been about other kinds of relationships. What is the deal with unemotionally available people? I mean I have met some really interesting people recently and they seem interesting, intelligent and worth exploring. Then when I start to spend time with them I realize they are one of two things. They really don't have a personality or much intelligence OR they were once very interesting and adventurous but now are boring and humdrum.
I know there are adventurous people out there. I am ready for you to come my way. Thanks for playing but I am not looking for humdrum, I am seeking adventure and passion. It doesn't mean I want to be on the move always, an adventure can be with two people sitting having a great conversation over lunch or cocktails. I want to be inspired. I want to be moved.
Ok soap box number two is over as well.
Thanks for playing. Until next time~