Oct 15, 2004 12:21
The things that I learn to appreciate as I grow are confounding me at the moment. I have these amazing friends who are all so different and add so much to my life, I am in awe of these people. I think that I am a good friend. I really want to be a good friend. To me being a good friend means being there for your friend, listening and helping out in ways that you are asked to and sometimes in ways that you may not be asked to. I am learing as I grow that the people who I love most, some of my most wonderful friends, may be far away from me but they are so close in my head that sometimes its like they are right beside me. I hear their stories and their words of wisdom to me (about that silly boy). The people who I love most I think love me too. We are on the same wave together. And at times like this when I am missing you horribly, I know that if I listen close I will hear you in my head telling me exactly what I needed to hear (even if I don't follow your advise, as mcuh as I should)
On a different note, I now have several jobs. I am not sure for how long or if I will like them for much but it is good income and it will pay my bills and save some money for travel =) I am now the personal assistant to two small companies. There are three women who need a wife. A wife to keep them organized in their business (filing, buying office supplies, setting up their office space) and to dig them out of the endless 'home projects' (calling the cable company, setting up appointments for estimates, organizing their cd's or photos). So now for a while I am going to be a wife for these various women I know.
I am also waiting to find out about the waitress job in Olde Towne. I think it is going to happen though from some promising conversations with the people there. It will be fun to go back into waitressing again. For some reason I have always gotten a kick out of that line of work. I guess I am kind of crazy that way. =)
I am also apply to teach at a small college close by. I have a masters degree so technically I can teach the intro courses. Maybe I wasn't supposed to be a hs teacher but a college teacher. We will see. I am excitd about the prospectys of it though.