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It is now 2022....this is the love of my life with Santa. Oakley James is my everything....so lucky I had him thru the divorce. Marrying someone who never really loved you...but tried to control and make u what they needed hurts. To know i made the life we had the most....to have paid more then they could ever have imagined....to do the one dream they had...to be there for everything....and know it wouldnt be reciprocal i know i loved her. Still hurts....but I know i did the right thing to leave....took her 5 months to replace me and find her kids and wife.
I found a person who sees all of me...who knew i was a wild card....but loves me....and knows i love her. Finally i have my ever after :)