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I'm sure that part of it is that I was supposed to be all hustling and bustling around to get ready to leave in four days, but I am very much so itching to get out of here. I don't know if here is Oswego - the idea of going to the Quad Cities for a few days has crossed my mind a million times in the last 48 hours, if here is Illinois, or if here is these United States - which is most likely...or not? As much as I wanted to go to Korea, I didn't want to leave. I think I may have jinxed it. Not really, but you never know. I'm trying to figure out if I want to go abroad again. Well, I guess that's not exactly the right way to put it...I know I do, I just don't know for how long. A year seems like a long time to pack up and leave everything again only to come home to the limbo I'm ready to leave, but that's what most of the contracts are for. I don't think that would be smart...I need to get back into a regular classroom sometime in the near future, I like it, I miss it and I'm afraid I'll lose it if I don't do it soon. Same goes for the teaching English. It would be cool if I could clone myself, except it's not like I'd be doing both, one of me would be doing one thing and the other the other (did you follow that?). Ooh! A time-turner. That's what I need. It's a shame Harry Potter isn't real.
"The main problem with this great obsession for Saving Time is very simple: you can't save time. You can only spend it. But you can spend it wisely or foolishly." - The Tao of Pooh
Insert an insanely huge sigh: which way is foolish?