Episode 17: AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Jan 25, 2005 14:55

These are my confessions:
AHHHHHHHH!!!! I just gotta let it alllllll out!!! Kinda had a crappy day. I sat thru logic feeling completely lost, but hopefully the SI session I'm going to tonight will help me out cuz i have a quiz on thursday. And I can't seem to find a job and i'm in GREAT need of one. No where on campus is hiring, and so me an Krista went out to Shaw's but they're not hiring right now, then we tried Brooks, and they're not hiring either! I'm obviously gunna keep looking but it's not gunna be easy cuz I can really only work on the weekends. I feel like the school work and reading I have to do for classes is never ending, and so I've been to the gym ONCE since I've been here! And to top it all off my dad (as usual) stresses me out everytime I talk to him all he does is tell me all the things I have to do and that he wants to see great grades from me this semester and yada yada yada!! and I'm like "DAD!!! I KNOW!!!!" And now I have a chance to live in the house next year and he won't let me cuz he thinks that It's not "educationally sound" what ever the fuck that means! OK...ummmm personally, I think that it'll be a little better for a work environment cuz I'll have my own room and I'll just have to go to the library a lot more and stuff! But w/e...let him be a fucker! I just feel like I'm waiting for something good to happen to me! I mean ya I'm having fun, but nothing has really gone according to plan yet. and I'm so worried that I'm not gunna do as good as I need to do this semester that i get wicked nervous while i'm in class that I'm not gunna understand something or that I'm not gunna get my work done or something! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!
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