and I'll realize that this every day, simple, no-big-deal moment that this is my happiness.....
You know, maybe it's a cynical way of thinking but really....every time everything starts to look very up.....something has to go wrong.
Seriously.
So I quit Back in Time because of lack of hours, not enough pay and too long of a driving time. Or should I say....because everybody told me I should. I take that back....Mom told me to wait until I got another job.
But I'm really......and really sick of working. Well, okay...take that back. If I had a job that paid worth a damn and I had tons of hours and plenty of opportunities to make money.....I would like it. I wouldn't be sick of it.
But I work at Lonestar.....and I make shit. Actually....not even shit.
So, now I'm back to looking for a job.
And Keith and I got into a fight. One that I started.........although I don't know how. I've bene really happy with this and all of a sudden today, it just all blew up. I'm still not sure how.
But that's enough bitching.
Traverse City Ryan is getting married on Saturday. I'm not ready to see that because I still think of him as the boy that I met at Michigan's Adventure. Isn't a bit sad when you don't think a relationship is a good one, and yet you're going to watch them get married? I think it's a bit ironic to go watch the boy I once thought was just perfect get married.
Anyway.....Saturday. Traverse City. Wedding.
I miss mini vacations with Sar every weekend which involved alcohol, the beach and sleeping on a boat.
And I think I'm going to shut myself in my room tonight with a glass of wine and a couple of movies.
I'm excited for band camp, even though that's a horribly geeky thing to say, for some more camping even though I don't know when we're going to fit it in, my birthday, the fourth of July now that I don't have to work it and because it might be spent in Manistee where I've never been, seeing Tra and Jess and Shannon sometime because I completely miss them.
Holly Jo's open house was great and Keith played there and I just love hearing him play and that alone would have made my day.....except that I got to see my whole family and actually hang out with them which I haven't been able to do in forever. So that was an amazing day.......actually an amazing weekend because we went to a wedding the day before that and I don't normally like weddings......but this one was just....very sincere and great. I had a great time. At a wedding. Which that in itself is amazing.....:-)
I have to start sharing my bathroom again, which kinda sucks, but I'm really excited to meet Nickie who's moving in....sometime soon? Sometime soon as in the next week, I believe.
and I love Visa because I was talking to her and said that we had to take a trip next summer, because I miss her completely and she just asks where in the world should we meet? And then goes on to say that I would love London, I would love Greece, and she's always wanted to see Egypt. How could you not get a kick out of that?
Seriously.
So I quit Back in Time because of lack of hours, not enough pay and too long of a driving time. Or should I say....because everybody told me I should. I take that back....Mom told me to wait until I got another job.
But I'm really......and really sick of working. Well, okay...take that back. If I had a job that paid worth a damn and I had tons of hours and plenty of opportunities to make money.....I would like it. I wouldn't be sick of it.
But I work at Lonestar.....and I make shit. Actually....not even shit.
So, now I'm back to looking for a job.
And Keith and I got into a fight. One that I started.........although I don't know how. I've bene really happy with this and all of a sudden today, it just all blew up. I'm still not sure how.
But that's enough bitching.
Traverse City Ryan is getting married on Saturday. I'm not ready to see that because I still think of him as the boy that I met at Michigan's Adventure. Isn't a bit sad when you don't think a relationship is a good one, and yet you're going to watch them get married? I think it's a bit ironic to go watch the boy I once thought was just perfect get married.
Anyway.....Saturday. Traverse City. Wedding.
I miss mini vacations with Sar every weekend which involved alcohol, the beach and sleeping on a boat.
And I think I'm going to shut myself in my room tonight with a glass of wine and a couple of movies.
I'm excited for band camp, even though that's a horribly geeky thing to say, for some more camping even though I don't know when we're going to fit it in, my birthday, the fourth of July now that I don't have to work it and because it might be spent in Manistee where I've never been, seeing Tra and Jess and Shannon sometime because I completely miss them.
Holly Jo's open house was great and Keith played there and I just love hearing him play and that alone would have made my day.....except that I got to see my whole family and actually hang out with them which I haven't been able to do in forever. So that was an amazing day.......actually an amazing weekend because we went to a wedding the day before that and I don't normally like weddings......but this one was just....very sincere and great. I had a great time. At a wedding. Which that in itself is amazing.....:-)
I have to start sharing my bathroom again, which kinda sucks, but I'm really excited to meet Nickie who's moving in....sometime soon? Sometime soon as in the next week, I believe.
and I love Visa because I was talking to her and said that we had to take a trip next summer, because I miss her completely and she just asks where in the world should we meet? And then goes on to say that I would love London, I would love Greece, and she's always wanted to see Egypt. How could you not get a kick out of that?