RINGS
My birthday is in a couple of days. (AUG. 1st) and Eric said he was getting me a ring for my birthday. We went to look at some, and I found the one I wanted. A woman that I work with is going to have it sized at her husband's pawn shop for free. I'm very excited. Although, every time I mention to Eric about going to get it he gets very defensive. I know that this is a big deal to him and he wants to do it on his own time, but shit! My birthday is exactly a week away! What the hell is he waiting on? I don't care if I don't get it right away, but atleast make me feel better and let me know that you got something! His birthday is in February and I got his present in December!! It's just annoying because I'm scared that I won't get it. It's really important to me because with all my screwed up history, I want to know that this one is serious and that he really loves me. I know that he really loves me, but I just want something to symbolize that! Saturday I was a little grouchy and was ugly to him. I accused him of doing all kinds of things that he never would even think about doing. I said that he was going to meet up with someone for a lunch date, when he was really going to find my birthday present. I knew that that was where he was going, but I was aggravated because he wouldn't admit it. I don't like surprises, so I would rather him just tell me. I already figure out whatever it is I'm getting anyways! I'm trying to get him to answer the phone because I have to tell that woman whether or not I'm bringing her the ring tomorrow or whatever. He's on a job right now, so he can't answer the phone. It's so annoying. Anyways, he said earlier that we were going to go get it today and then when I told him about the sizing situation he got all defensive about it. I don't understand him! It's like he doesn't want to get me the ring, but yet he does! I'm annoyed. Saturday night we had a heart to heart and I think Eric finally realized the reasons why I am the way I am. I had a really messed up past with every boyfriend I've ever had. Well, g2g! Oh, by the way. In case anyone was wondering... my ex-boyfriend in Iraq IS dating Lisa Martinez! I was really disappointed