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I just talked to Eric. He's on his way to a big job. They have another crew and their boss meeting them out there to help. You can tell he's nervous. He works for a glass company and they install shower doors and mirrors on mostly brand new homes... and sometimes lived-in homes. Every once in a while they have to install these huge mirrors or something. Eric gets nervous because one mistake could shatter the entire thing and could possibly kill all of them. Whenever they go out to do a job like that he normally calls me to tell me, and to tell me he loves me... just in case! I hate it. I'm always on pins and needles until he calls again to say he's okay. I don't know if I've posted this or not, but Eric and I use to live together. When we broke up I moved out and moved back to my mom's. We got back together three weeks later but I never moved back in. All weekend Eric's been talking about me moving back in with him. It's been almost two months that we've been back together. I would love to live there again, because I like having it just the two of us with three bedrooms and two bathrooms. We have so much space with just the two of us, compared to five of us and one bathroom (at my mom's). The only thing I dread about living there is paying bills and not having as much extra money as I do now... only having to pay my bills like cell phone, car note, insurance and gas. But I know that's a part of growing up. It's also helping Eric out too. Once he gets everything paid off we will be much better off. I'm not getting that second job after all... I don't remember if I posted that either. Turns out that the manager doesn't like me, so she doesn't want to hire me back. That's fine with me, because in between time I realized I didn't really want another job. If I had two jobs I'd never get to see Eric, and I would be too tired to function at my full-time job! This weekend is Father's day. I'm not sure what to get my dad. Sunday for lunch we are having a big get-together at Eric's mom's house for Eric's paw-paw, and I think Mr. Mike (which is Eric's mom's boyfriend) and Shay (which is Eric's brother). They are frying fish and everything. For supper we are going to try to get my parents and his dad & girlfriend, to come over to the house for a bar-b-que. I'm sure that will be a field-day! I hate his dad's girlfriend. So does he. She hates little kids. Eric's little brother and my little sister are both 5 years old. I'm sure she's going to get aggravated with them and say something ugly, and I'm sure me and my mom are going to say something ugly back! It should be fun. There's this new girl at work. Her name is Jovi. She's so tiny... it makes me sick. I know I'm not fat or anything... but I just wish I was as small as a lot of the girls around here. Some people just can't help their size. I was born to have curves and thick thighs! It runs in the family. I could starve myself and exercise like crazy and still be this size! Maybe not though. Maybe I should try doing that! Just kidding! Kristen and I had started walking at the park... well I can't say started because we only went once... but we might be going this afternoon. And I'm getting a new cell phone on Wednesday because I dropped mine in the toilet the other day at work! I'm so excited!