Jul 14, 2005 12:51
Damn it damn it damn it..
My phone line got struck by lightning or something so im updating at school. I keep thinking that the guy next to me is going to read what im writing but im sure he's not interested. Its just weird being on a computer with someone that close to u i guess.
You know what i struggle with? I struggle with maintaining who I am in the midst of trying to live free. I hate living with regrets but I also have alot of convictions about alot of things. So as more people, emerge and in some cases re-emerge in my life, its becoming increasing harder to make the right decisions. I use to think i was in complete control of my life and in a way I still am, but theres just so many different things impacting it now.
I want to plan a wonder weekend for me,toyia, jessica and our significant others. Well, their significant others and my male friend whos coming to visit next weekend (if all goes as planned). I dont want to do the beach, cuz its far and hot and i do not want to sweat out my hair or get my hair wet. Plus, thats more of me/charles thing and i want to do something new. SO please, please gimme some suggestions!!!
Can somebody tell me why Sheldon Lucas keeps poking me on facebook. I keep hiding the pokes but he keeps persisting. FYI sheldon, and i hope u read this, u stalked my best friend. Stalkers get no fucking love on facebook. no love. not even a hint of a poke. I will never poke back. ever. so just stop and go stalk someone else.
I really need my own show. I mean, really. Me and Janay were talking about me having a hotline for advice...
What? You tried to kill yourself and failed? SO u really do SUCK AT EVERYTHING dont u?
im just kidding. suicide is not funny. at all. but I would be good at my own show. Im kinda interesting I think. And i talk really slow so i could take up the whole 30 minutes with my input on everything. I think that would be really amusing. Since the WB gives just about everyone a show, at least a day time one, im going to try to talk to them about it. My first special guest will be Janay, followed by Trey, then Emily--cuz its hump day, Emily, Joi and Rachel on thursday and Friday will be football friday, cuz I love football players...i dont really care too much about the actual game. less its the state. or its someone whos playing florida or miami, cuz thats always fun. I hate those fuckers!
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