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Luther Vandross died? Where the hell have I been?
Family Reunions are fun but so friggin exhausting!
Today I decided to post on my love life.
Boy #1- Ive known him for almost a year now and a great guy, the kind u would want to bring home to your mother-he's in school, with numerous good jobs, handsome, atheletic-just a good guy. Buuuut, over the past year, we've both developed strong feelings for another significant other and though we both still care about each other alot we can acknowledge its not the same. Me and him have gone on a couple of dates, but pretty much, if we were to start seriously dating it would probably only be for the sheer physical and sexual side of it. We'd probably just end up making out all the time and thats all. Though thats not a bad thing cuz as i mentioned before he's pretty good looking, with other guys in the picture, it makes me feel like a ho...
Boy # 2- Hes so nice to me! He's such a good person from what i can tell (and i would say im a decent judge of character). He always has a listening ear and real advice not some bullshit and some sorry line to get in my pants. But 3 things that kind of worry me about him--1) I wonder if he does this same thing to lots of other girls. I mean he seems pretty honest but u know, he could be making many other girls feel the same way 2) I dont want to go into FSU and immediately feel like im obligated to someone. I want to look around see the scenery--frat boys, athletes, regular dudes, pre-meds, pre-law, sports management (they always have cute boys-who'd a thunk it? ) and bobby bowden coke machines--bobby bowdens not cute but it just shows bobby bowden is equivalent to god up there ( god i.e. wyatt sexton) and 3) His longest relationship has only been 2 or 3 months at the most. Mine is 2 years. Hows that gonna work?
Boy # 3- You are so sexy. But once I go to Tally, u're REALLY going to be too far away. Come and see me sometime if u can though. so fucking sexy...
Boy # 4-Well I might as well go ahead and say boy 4 is Charles. This isn't going in order of importance or nothing like that. We said it was over and we're pretty much sticking to it, we've had a few couple moments but for the most part we've been acting as seperate ententies who still kinda see each other weekly, call daily and still say I love u lol Its been hard letting go, Hes all ive really know for the past year, good times and bad and its hard just adjusting to a new person. I somehow feel like im doing him wrong and im hurting him, even though he has given me the okay. And him, I can tell it still sorta bothers him that im leaving. But he's got Katrice now and theyre hanging out alot, she'll be around, and theyre like "best friends" now (as if i didnt see that one coming. but thats a whole nother entry lol) so he'll be fine I would hope. He acts as if he'll miss me alot but I dont think he will. Thats not to make him sound like an ass, I dont mean it like that in the slightest, Im sure he loves me and he'll miss me, I just dont think i'll be THAT much of a factor after this month let alone after im long and gone. sometimes thats just how things work out...
Boy # 5- I dont think i could ever capatilize on this or take it any farther than this already is. He's like my brother...
Family Reunions are fun but so friggin exhausting!
Today I decided to post on my love life.
Boy #1- Ive known him for almost a year now and a great guy, the kind u would want to bring home to your mother-he's in school, with numerous good jobs, handsome, atheletic-just a good guy. Buuuut, over the past year, we've both developed strong feelings for another significant other and though we both still care about each other alot we can acknowledge its not the same. Me and him have gone on a couple of dates, but pretty much, if we were to start seriously dating it would probably only be for the sheer physical and sexual side of it. We'd probably just end up making out all the time and thats all. Though thats not a bad thing cuz as i mentioned before he's pretty good looking, with other guys in the picture, it makes me feel like a ho...
Boy # 2- Hes so nice to me! He's such a good person from what i can tell (and i would say im a decent judge of character). He always has a listening ear and real advice not some bullshit and some sorry line to get in my pants. But 3 things that kind of worry me about him--1) I wonder if he does this same thing to lots of other girls. I mean he seems pretty honest but u know, he could be making many other girls feel the same way 2) I dont want to go into FSU and immediately feel like im obligated to someone. I want to look around see the scenery--frat boys, athletes, regular dudes, pre-meds, pre-law, sports management (they always have cute boys-who'd a thunk it? ) and bobby bowden coke machines--bobby bowdens not cute but it just shows bobby bowden is equivalent to god up there ( god i.e. wyatt sexton) and 3) His longest relationship has only been 2 or 3 months at the most. Mine is 2 years. Hows that gonna work?
Boy # 3- You are so sexy. But once I go to Tally, u're REALLY going to be too far away. Come and see me sometime if u can though. so fucking sexy...
Boy # 4-Well I might as well go ahead and say boy 4 is Charles. This isn't going in order of importance or nothing like that. We said it was over and we're pretty much sticking to it, we've had a few couple moments but for the most part we've been acting as seperate ententies who still kinda see each other weekly, call daily and still say I love u lol Its been hard letting go, Hes all ive really know for the past year, good times and bad and its hard just adjusting to a new person. I somehow feel like im doing him wrong and im hurting him, even though he has given me the okay. And him, I can tell it still sorta bothers him that im leaving. But he's got Katrice now and theyre hanging out alot, she'll be around, and theyre like "best friends" now (as if i didnt see that one coming. but thats a whole nother entry lol) so he'll be fine I would hope. He acts as if he'll miss me alot but I dont think he will. Thats not to make him sound like an ass, I dont mean it like that in the slightest, Im sure he loves me and he'll miss me, I just dont think i'll be THAT much of a factor after this month let alone after im long and gone. sometimes thats just how things work out...
Boy # 5- I dont think i could ever capatilize on this or take it any farther than this already is. He's like my brother...