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i thought that this would be
a good spring break
the best i ever had
it sucks
its horrible
if i didnt believe in hell i would kill myself
this is what i HATE...this feeling of not belonging..this feeling that i bother people.
no one understands.
icouldnt reach cookie so i dont know about my plans for tomoro. and yes my curfew is too early to go to a party plus i dont even have a fucking ride, and i dont have ne fucking friends that are girls. i never feel right this doesnt feel right.
i called alyssa and she hung up, and then i called coral; that didnt go well. not that its their fault, but idk i am just not feeling great and this doesnt do me any better. theres so much i have tried to hide lately. and the other night when i cried with danielle there i let some of the pain out but i cant tell you. and wat makes matters worse is that someone is reading this with a grin spreading upon their face. and all i can say is congratufuckinglations, my sadness bring you joy.
i think i am going to go to sleep.
my body is made of skin & bones, so all you can see is a beating heart & a broken smile
a good spring break
the best i ever had
it sucks
its horrible
if i didnt believe in hell i would kill myself
this is what i HATE...this feeling of not belonging..this feeling that i bother people.
no one understands.
icouldnt reach cookie so i dont know about my plans for tomoro. and yes my curfew is too early to go to a party plus i dont even have a fucking ride, and i dont have ne fucking friends that are girls. i never feel right this doesnt feel right.
i called alyssa and she hung up, and then i called coral; that didnt go well. not that its their fault, but idk i am just not feeling great and this doesnt do me any better. theres so much i have tried to hide lately. and the other night when i cried with danielle there i let some of the pain out but i cant tell you. and wat makes matters worse is that someone is reading this with a grin spreading upon their face. and all i can say is congratufuckinglations, my sadness bring you joy.
i think i am going to go to sleep.
my body is made of skin & bones, so all you can see is a beating heart & a broken smile