DRAMA FREE IS THE WAY TO BE!
HEY READERS! WELL TODAY IS MONDAY. I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY. I GUESS THERE ARE MANY REASONS FOR THIS. TO START OFF I HAVE COME TO THE REALIZATIONS OF MANY THINGS. BUT BEFORE I EVEN SAY IT LET ME INFORM YOU ALL OF SOMETHING...
KAYLI'S SWEET 16 WAS AWESOME.....
i finally got to meet the famous micheal....delicious food..dancing...cool people..great family...awesome bday girl
I <3 KAYLI..SHE IS THE SHIT.
SO YES. THIS WEEKEND WAS MAD COOL. SERIOUSLY. EVEN THOUGH FRIDAY I DIDNT DO ANYTHING IT WAS OKAY I NEEDED TO RELAX, SOMETIMES GOD INTENDS THINGS TO HAPPEN. THEN SATUR-DAY WASNT AWESOME EITHER BUT SATUR-NIGHT WAS WICKED COOL. THERE WERE UNFORTUNATE THINGS OF THE EVENING I HAVE TO SAY GOODLUCK TO KAYLI ON FINDING WHAT IS MISSING. AND TO THE OTHER PEOPLE I HAVE TO SAY I HOPE YOU ALL OVERCOME THE SHIT THATS HAPPENED BUT I CONSIDER YOU ALL MY FRIENDS.
NOW, LAST YEAR I MET SOMEONE COOL I DIDNT REALIZE HOW GREAT THEY REALLY WERE TO THIS WEEKEND. AND THAT IS DANIELLE FROM THIS DAY ON I LOVE THAT GIRL. SHE HAS BRIGHTENED UP ALOT OF THINGS FOR ME. AND I AM NOW LOOKING AT THINGS ON THE BRIGHTSIDE, OH MAN THE GRASS IS GREEN.
I AM SORRY I HAVE BEEN DOWN FOR ALL THIS TIME. ITS SO GAY BEING DOWN. I GUESS I HAVE REALIZED THAT IN HIGH SCHOOL NOT TO GET ATTACHED TO ANYTHING B/C IT WONT BE THERE FOREVER. AND JEALOUSY DOESNT WORK AND NEITHER DOES SHIT TALKING. I AM SORRY IF I EVER SHIT TALKED YOU. I AM STOPPING. REALLY. I AM TIRED OF IT. AND LYING, WELL I NEVER HAVE TO BE HONEST BUT I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT EITHER. I WANT TO BE HAPPY. AND I WANT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME TO BE TOO. AND IF I DONT LIKE YOU THEN WELL WHO CARES...ACTUALLY THERE ISNT NE1 I DONT LIKE , WAIT DIDNT I SAY I WASNT GOING TO LIE? LOL. OK WELL I TRY TO MAKE THINGS WORK ATLEAST AND I DONT LIKE TO NOTLIKE PPL. WELL THEN THATS THAT. OH AND HIGH SCHOOL IS FILLER WITH FAKES, BITCHES, AND ASSHOLES, BUT I CANT CHANGE THE WORLLD SO I GUESS I JUST LEANRED TO LIVE WITH IT. OH AND I MET BRITTANY SHERSTY, MAN SHE IS SO FUCKING NICE. THIS IS LONG SO I AM GOING TO GO. CHEM QUIZ TOMORO. AND I HAVE TO REST I AM MONDO BURNED. IS WED LTM DAY? I SAW DAVID TODAY. HE MADE MY HEART GO BUDUMP BUDUMP(BUT REALLY FAST) HAHA.
MUCH LOVE,
AMANDA
these following people have brodened my horizons lately and i owe thanks to them:
KAYLI, DANIELLE, CORAL, ASHLEY!!!, AMANDA, MELISSA, ZAINA, BRITTANY BLAIS, LINDSAY, DEADRA, MICHELLE, ALYSSA C, COURTNEY, KELLEN, COOKIE, BRANDON, JAMIE, ANYA, PAULINA, LARA, MICAH, KIRSTIE, MY MAMMY, BILLY, AND THE JEFFS....