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I can honestly say that im the happiest I've ever been and it keeps getting better. Well actually im completely absolutely miserable with my home life , everythings been going wrong . But knowing I can escape it all makes everything ok . Im sick of it and im going to be leaving soon. And im excited. I can't wait for me and pat to have our own place and be together even more than we already are. he absolutely completes me and I can say that we will be together for the resy of our lives with no doubt. He has managed to change my outlook on everything , he makes me a better person. I feel so lucky and blessed to have him in my life. I never thought this woudl happen so fast I never thought I could be so happy or rely on someone so much. Its gotten to the point where id be absoluetly nothing without him. I know that's kinda crazy and anyone else would feel maybe too involved , but I know nothing will go wrong between us , so I have nothing to worry about . He is my soulmate I found my other half. I can't believe its only been 4 months it feels like its been forever . 4 months seems like abs nothing , I never expected to feel this way about someone even aftera lifetime. I guess time doesn't matter . Ill never forget the first time he looked me in the eyes and told me he was falling in love with me. I felt it too but ibdidnt understand how he could too and how he felt like he could tell me so soon. I always thought there was a time limit on stuff like that. I was so confused because I never felt that way , it was so differentfrom anything else . And I still get that feeling. He's everything to me. He's my best friend . I could tell him or ask him anything at all. I've never felt so safe or comfortable with or around anyone at all. I know we were made for eachother as corny as that is I know its true!