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[manda_x_steller]

im going to ignore conor. i feel bad im always annoying him.

im going to be myself. no more fake amanda.

all i was is another chance with him and i know i can be a better girlfriend,

im still in love with him even though he thinks love doesnt exist.

im not over him

i dont think ill ever be.

im trying my best to get over him because he told me to.

ugh.

i wish i never changed.
i wish i never put him on "lockdown"
i wish he loved me
i wish i had him back.
i wish this never happened.

i hate this

somtimes, i wish i never loved him so it doesnt hurt as much