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today i went to school came home, did alanas hair, came home then called
conor. he got mad at me cuz i got mad that he fell asleep and i yelled at
him =/. i feel bad. then i made him comeover. im so bossy to him and i need
to stop. after he left i went online and found out he was gunna hang out
with his ex gf sarah jensen. im no gunna tell him not to hang out with her
cuz im trying the whole not being bosssy thing. even though i really really
dont want him to. i just have things in my head that everytime she gets
mentioned they replay in my mind.i cant picture them or else ill get upset,
and mad. i love him so much, and i hate the way i am. the more bitchy/pissy/
bossy i am to him the more hes gunna wanna dump me. and i dont want that.
i care about him so much. it seems like he doesnt beleive me somtimes. i love
the way i am around him. i love the way he is with me. i love him period.
ugh. im pissy. i need to sleep. i need conor.
ps: conor ifoyu read this before you hang out with her dont pay attention to
me. do what you want
conor. he got mad at me cuz i got mad that he fell asleep and i yelled at
him =/. i feel bad. then i made him comeover. im so bossy to him and i need
to stop. after he left i went online and found out he was gunna hang out
with his ex gf sarah jensen. im no gunna tell him not to hang out with her
cuz im trying the whole not being bosssy thing. even though i really really
dont want him to. i just have things in my head that everytime she gets
mentioned they replay in my mind.i cant picture them or else ill get upset,
and mad. i love him so much, and i hate the way i am. the more bitchy/pissy/
bossy i am to him the more hes gunna wanna dump me. and i dont want that.
i care about him so much. it seems like he doesnt beleive me somtimes. i love
the way i am around him. i love the way he is with me. i love him period.
ugh. im pissy. i need to sleep. i need conor.
ps: conor ifoyu read this before you hang out with her dont pay attention to
me. do what you want