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My dad is an asshole. Okay this isn't just like one of those things where its a bad day and hes pissing me off. He gets fucking worse and worse every day. I actually dont even remember the last time he said anything nice to me. Every day he freakin prances right in and starts swearing and bitching at me over nothing. I fucking hate him I really do. My mom.. she bitches at me alot about nothing too.. but shes cool once in a while. my dad ah I could really care less about him.. I used to a little bit. but with this more of an asshole every day shit is driving me nuts. He always gets me into such pissy moods. This might sound retarded but this is one of the many (very stupid) things he bitches at me about: okay well my mom gets pissed when we empty the dish drain thing and we put them in the wrong spots so I dont even like to bother to put them away because usually I end up putting them in the same spot.. my dad comes in without even previously saying a word to me and starts screaming do the fucking dishes.. so i was like fine i'll do them but i need you to empty the drain because I dk where they go and he went off the fucking handle. the man has serious anger issues.. I cant stand it. Aside from my grandmother saying "why do you even bother working out you'll never be skinny anyways" my dad also likes to call me a fatass and shit.. OKAY I KNOW IM NOT FUCKING ONE OF THOSE SKINNY TWIGS BUT DONT FUCKING CALL ME FAT.. he really pisses me off and he has no respect for me what so ever. and I like never ask him for anything, well rarely do i, and the few times I do its for a ride somewhere, that throws him off the handle too like is it that hard to give me a fucking ride to someones house or up to the highschool? the man has a humongo stick up his ass, i swear.
Okay now that thats all out.. Today was a pretty alright day. My shirt was too low so my boobs were ready to fall out. that was fun. haha. yeah sabrina and i in the library throwing paper down eachothers shirts.. we're cool. Yeah in science, barbara was reading pieces of her older entries in her journal ( from when she was like 10) they were pretty hillarious. Chorus dragged like soo long.. I was like dying to get out of that school because it's so nice out. I wanna tan but while i'm laying out there my dad will prob be like oh blah blah bitch bitch you're fat. I'm hoping I get to see dustin tonight.. He always makes me happy no matter what other shits goin on.
Dustin and I still have to try and serve eachother in dancing.. honestly. I think I might get served yet again. I mean I know I dont SUCK at dancing and I love doing it..haha but I dont want to look like even more of an idiot around him than I already do. haha.. yeah he always gets a good laugh around me because its that easy for him to make fun of me. haha I love him anyways. I couldnt be any happier. I feel so great being around him. As weird as he is..(in a good way) I wouldnt trade him for anything because I'm probably worse haha.
I'm not going to let my parents bring me down like they have in the past.. I'm happy and that kills them but deff not letting their douch-iness get to me.
Okay now that thats all out.. Today was a pretty alright day. My shirt was too low so my boobs were ready to fall out. that was fun. haha. yeah sabrina and i in the library throwing paper down eachothers shirts.. we're cool. Yeah in science, barbara was reading pieces of her older entries in her journal ( from when she was like 10) they were pretty hillarious. Chorus dragged like soo long.. I was like dying to get out of that school because it's so nice out. I wanna tan but while i'm laying out there my dad will prob be like oh blah blah bitch bitch you're fat. I'm hoping I get to see dustin tonight.. He always makes me happy no matter what other shits goin on.
Dustin and I still have to try and serve eachother in dancing.. honestly. I think I might get served yet again. I mean I know I dont SUCK at dancing and I love doing it..haha but I dont want to look like even more of an idiot around him than I already do. haha.. yeah he always gets a good laugh around me because its that easy for him to make fun of me. haha I love him anyways. I couldnt be any happier. I feel so great being around him. As weird as he is..(in a good way) I wouldnt trade him for anything because I'm probably worse haha.
I'm not going to let my parents bring me down like they have in the past.. I'm happy and that kills them but deff not letting their douch-iness get to me.