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hey guess what?! its sunny!:) :) im always so much more cheerful when the weathers like this as any shop customers no doubt noticed and were a bit scared by today given my incessant smiling, singing and whistling, yeah yeah so im a bit sickening at times!so sue me!
had 400 today, have to say i hate this day most just because im not as restricted in choice as 200 day and seem to want to eat everything in sight...:s but thankfully managed not to and stuck to the 400, yay! 600 tomorrow which is good because thursday is nightmarishly hectic, constant 9-6 classes with an hour of shop work at lunch=no breaks but on a more cheerful note=no time for eating or thinking of food!
i had the strangest night last night, i have to admit that in retrospect im a bit worried about myself, after the much anticipated bath relaxation time and some chill out music i went to bed, only to wake up an hour/two hours later panicking about my weight...the result of which was not only another 200 crunches but putting on my summer bikini and deciding to take before pictures of myself to prove that i have made progress a month from now. hmm can anyone say obsessive, i mean its not like i wasnt already it just seems now to be spilling out the confines of my thoughts and eating habits to my schedule and sleeping patterns,suppose it means i'm on track to lose now though,whether i want to or not my head has taken over.
my sis arrives friday, thought it'd be good to spend time with her but gonna arrange loads of activities so that we dont get stuck in with a movie and the dreaded ben&jerry's like last time she stayed, cant and wont do it to myself...we can go to the movies and she can eat all she wants so long as she doesnt notice that im not. which brings me to a slight concern, fri's my 0 cal day and if i dont eat guess who'll report back to mother? yep you've guessed mi beloved hermana, thinking i'll use the whole already eaten huge breakfast, sore stomach/cramps ploy as my periods sue soon anyway though to escape :)
got boring but necessary reading to do and then treating myself to a scary johnny depp film,its all good, take care, keep smiling and as always-stay strong mis amigas. x
had 400 today, have to say i hate this day most just because im not as restricted in choice as 200 day and seem to want to eat everything in sight...:s but thankfully managed not to and stuck to the 400, yay! 600 tomorrow which is good because thursday is nightmarishly hectic, constant 9-6 classes with an hour of shop work at lunch=no breaks but on a more cheerful note=no time for eating or thinking of food!
i had the strangest night last night, i have to admit that in retrospect im a bit worried about myself, after the much anticipated bath relaxation time and some chill out music i went to bed, only to wake up an hour/two hours later panicking about my weight...the result of which was not only another 200 crunches but putting on my summer bikini and deciding to take before pictures of myself to prove that i have made progress a month from now. hmm can anyone say obsessive, i mean its not like i wasnt already it just seems now to be spilling out the confines of my thoughts and eating habits to my schedule and sleeping patterns,suppose it means i'm on track to lose now though,whether i want to or not my head has taken over.
my sis arrives friday, thought it'd be good to spend time with her but gonna arrange loads of activities so that we dont get stuck in with a movie and the dreaded ben&jerry's like last time she stayed, cant and wont do it to myself...we can go to the movies and she can eat all she wants so long as she doesnt notice that im not. which brings me to a slight concern, fri's my 0 cal day and if i dont eat guess who'll report back to mother? yep you've guessed mi beloved hermana, thinking i'll use the whole already eaten huge breakfast, sore stomach/cramps ploy as my periods sue soon anyway though to escape :)
got boring but necessary reading to do and then treating myself to a scary johnny depp film,its all good, take care, keep smiling and as always-stay strong mis amigas. x