numbness
well today i ate nothing, not even a morsel of food passed my lips only water and a black coffee, and it wasnt even something that i had to think about, A and i broke up last night and i'm just feeling nothing...it's like the last thing i want to do right now is eat, i think i could manage a week long fast if i was in this mode, its the strangest thing. Don't know how i feel about A and i's ending either, it was such a confusion of emotions-i laughed i cried i was nervous i felt able to talk to him about stuff properly and somewhere along the way i lost my appetite. hmm. let's see how long it lasts.....