in these sad times....

[manda_renee]

my friend's mum died last night/early hours of the a.m.............so tragic, cancer and she's in her early40s, only had it3months :( anyway for some reason can't cry must binge was stuck in my head, couldn't shake it, tried cooking for others, watching a movie but inevitably ate...not as much as a "normal" binge for me would be but cereal and a piece of toast, always the carb i crave, damn! feeling so sick now though and like my tummy knows it shouldnt've had them...thought about starting a fast now but wouldn't my body just grab onto the shit from last night and not let go and hey, it carries the risk of breaking it with a binge so have my sensible hat on and thinking lax to clea it out and then resume plan as worked out for the next 5 weeks.
take care my lovelies, *thinking thin* hugs, shrinking violet