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hello all, been doing ok today 375 kcal, actually had the bravery to go shopping which always ends in tears but not so today...i tried on the size i thought i had ballooned to but they were miles too big!!!!!!!!!!!!!yay! went to starbucks for reflection and to write a sympathy card for my friend-had a venti americano so felt lightheaded from all that caffeine when i was shopping...i must've looked so spaced out!
really not felt like bingeing this week,trying to keep myself occupied with other stuff and my tummy's growls remind me that this is working-that one day in the not too distant future i'll wake up smaller and then smaller and then smaller and just knowing that makes me smile :)
cant wait to see my dad again, i just hope that he doesn't comment on my weight like he did in the summer because they made me gain and now im starting to lose again but i'll be bigger than when he last saw me and if he says anything i know i'll just break into tears... so funny how the truth's acceptable and you can cope with it until you hear those words on someone else's lips.
ahh the caffeine must still be here because im feeling all pensive and dreamy! gonna go for a walk, they just lit the city lights and there are fireworks, so i get to admire the beauty of my surroundings whilst burning a few extra calories!
wishing you all the luck in the world my beauties and hey...post more! hehe *thinking thin thoughts for Christmas and beyond* shrinking violet.x
really not felt like bingeing this week,trying to keep myself occupied with other stuff and my tummy's growls remind me that this is working-that one day in the not too distant future i'll wake up smaller and then smaller and then smaller and just knowing that makes me smile :)
cant wait to see my dad again, i just hope that he doesn't comment on my weight like he did in the summer because they made me gain and now im starting to lose again but i'll be bigger than when he last saw me and if he says anything i know i'll just break into tears... so funny how the truth's acceptable and you can cope with it until you hear those words on someone else's lips.
ahh the caffeine must still be here because im feeling all pensive and dreamy! gonna go for a walk, they just lit the city lights and there are fireworks, so i get to admire the beauty of my surroundings whilst burning a few extra calories!
wishing you all the luck in the world my beauties and hey...post more! hehe *thinking thin thoughts for Christmas and beyond* shrinking violet.x