frick
i need somewhere to bitch, cuz i dont really have anyone to bitch to.
i'm so edgey lately and i think it's partly cuz of school, partly cuz of work, and alot bcuz i dont have a life.
on and off matt is the boyfriend i've always wanted, but tonight i realized he sucks.
i kinda just want him to listen to me and try to understand but all he says is...see graduating highschool and being in college isn't as great as u thought it'd be.
he acts like the 3 years between us is such a difference. yea it'd be alot fucking happier if i had some friends.
all i want to hear is, it'll be okay cuz i'm here for you
i just want a friend, no one to replace the one's i have, but someone to understand me and wont let their fucking age get in the middle, acting like im so immature.
blah.
and lets see what else ive been promised
oh yea, since my brother left in may i was given the promise that we would spend xmas with him in japan. and nope that didnt happen
then not even a month later we were going to hawaii to see him, annnnnnnnd no
so if matt doesnt take me to see his friend in south carolina in june
well if he doesnt, then fuck, i need to stop getting my hopes up
"try to be a little more positive"...aghh screw you
i'm so edgey lately and i think it's partly cuz of school, partly cuz of work, and alot bcuz i dont have a life.
on and off matt is the boyfriend i've always wanted, but tonight i realized he sucks.
i kinda just want him to listen to me and try to understand but all he says is...see graduating highschool and being in college isn't as great as u thought it'd be.
he acts like the 3 years between us is such a difference. yea it'd be alot fucking happier if i had some friends.
all i want to hear is, it'll be okay cuz i'm here for you
i just want a friend, no one to replace the one's i have, but someone to understand me and wont let their fucking age get in the middle, acting like im so immature.
blah.
and lets see what else ive been promised
oh yea, since my brother left in may i was given the promise that we would spend xmas with him in japan. and nope that didnt happen
then not even a month later we were going to hawaii to see him, annnnnnnnd no
so if matt doesnt take me to see his friend in south carolina in june
well if he doesnt, then fuck, i need to stop getting my hopes up
"try to be a little more positive"...aghh screw you