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so since kels and bj left my social life has gone back to being pretty boring. I go to school, i go to work and i sit around.
i actually hung out with people monday night, i went out with karen and her bf and allison. it's funny hearing your bf say how happy he is that you're going out.
i'm pretty sure i just do this to myself, i convince myself i have no friends and no one to hang out with, then i sit and cry.
I'm just so sick of driving all the way out to matt's everynight so we can fuckin go to the bar with his friends and drink, i dont even care to drink nemore, i'd rather smoke.
blah blah blah. but atleast matt and i are doing good. He made me dinner last night and some cheesecake but i forgot to take it home with me. I WANT IT NOWW :(
well thats it
i actually hung out with people monday night, i went out with karen and her bf and allison. it's funny hearing your bf say how happy he is that you're going out.
i'm pretty sure i just do this to myself, i convince myself i have no friends and no one to hang out with, then i sit and cry.
I'm just so sick of driving all the way out to matt's everynight so we can fuckin go to the bar with his friends and drink, i dont even care to drink nemore, i'd rather smoke.
blah blah blah. but atleast matt and i are doing good. He made me dinner last night and some cheesecake but i forgot to take it home with me. I WANT IT NOWW :(
well thats it