when the sun goes down...
so things changed and a couple professors have contacted me, so i am trying to work on my thesis again. This is hard as shit sitting and reading. and i am fustrated as i am trying to find some specific literature and i feel as i am going in circles. I wish i was at the OSU library right now, it would be much more of a productive time i think...especially with this heat and allergies. I feel poopy.
other than that, just feeling a bit frazzled.
Today, i have been thinking about the past 5 years, where I am now, and how much I have changed and moved forward. there are so many things i would like to do still, people to meet, things to try. i probably should start dating again too, but i don't feel like i have the time. dates, calls, get to know you crazy stuff.... ugh. Maybe i should just finish my thesis, find a new job, and get out on the market and start having fun again. These are just stepping stones i guess. But if i want to look for a new job around january - where in the world should i look if i want to make around 40k? I have house payments to think about. blah. I live almost right by clark communitty college..maybe that would be a fun place to look. Also i don't want to commute that far away. unless its totally worth it. hmm.
k. i am totally procrastinating. i need to work on my thesis. I would appreciate a call once in awhile - not to just say hello - but to kick my ass and make sure i am writing or being productive in reference to my thesis. you have no idea how serious i am.
I HAVE TO FINISH.
other than that, just feeling a bit frazzled.
Today, i have been thinking about the past 5 years, where I am now, and how much I have changed and moved forward. there are so many things i would like to do still, people to meet, things to try. i probably should start dating again too, but i don't feel like i have the time. dates, calls, get to know you crazy stuff.... ugh. Maybe i should just finish my thesis, find a new job, and get out on the market and start having fun again. These are just stepping stones i guess. But if i want to look for a new job around january - where in the world should i look if i want to make around 40k? I have house payments to think about. blah. I live almost right by clark communitty college..maybe that would be a fun place to look. Also i don't want to commute that far away. unless its totally worth it. hmm.
k. i am totally procrastinating. i need to work on my thesis. I would appreciate a call once in awhile - not to just say hello - but to kick my ass and make sure i am writing or being productive in reference to my thesis. you have no idea how serious i am.
I HAVE TO FINISH.