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I haven't updated in forever...at least regularly.
Thats changing cause so is the rest of my current life.
I don't go back to school till the 9th, but summer for me is starting to end. Most of my friends that i hung out with for the entire summer have gone to college or are leaving for college within the week. It sucks i guess, ill miss them all...but most of them ill see more then one would think. One or two i won't.
In a way im kinda of glad its ending. I mean i had an amazing summer, one of the best i've ever had but it was a disorderly, irresponsible, out of control mess. Don't get me wrong...it was a disorderly, irresponsible, out of control mess that i loved...but im kinda looking forward to having at least some level of order back in my life. Like, having a routine, actually knowing whats going on and sadly...physically feeling healthly and not like shit every morning. So yeah...summer ending isnt the end of the world...plus i love fall.
So in conclusion summer was amazing, i had an awesome time, thank you to all who were involved...but if my life had continued the way it did this summer...i would say gimmie 6 months and i would be dead.
<3
Thats changing cause so is the rest of my current life.
I don't go back to school till the 9th, but summer for me is starting to end. Most of my friends that i hung out with for the entire summer have gone to college or are leaving for college within the week. It sucks i guess, ill miss them all...but most of them ill see more then one would think. One or two i won't.
In a way im kinda of glad its ending. I mean i had an amazing summer, one of the best i've ever had but it was a disorderly, irresponsible, out of control mess. Don't get me wrong...it was a disorderly, irresponsible, out of control mess that i loved...but im kinda looking forward to having at least some level of order back in my life. Like, having a routine, actually knowing whats going on and sadly...physically feeling healthly and not like shit every morning. So yeah...summer ending isnt the end of the world...plus i love fall.
So in conclusion summer was amazing, i had an awesome time, thank you to all who were involved...but if my life had continued the way it did this summer...i would say gimmie 6 months and i would be dead.
<3