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ahhh, a chance to update, and think of everything that's happened.
i'm FINALLY done...with my last finals, and my last classes as an undergrad. i'm student teaching at swanton high school, which is about 35 minutes away, according to mapquest. this is true, if you're speeding, which i don't reccommend, because i got a m-fing speeding ticket going there yesterday. $95, and my court date is the 27th...right in the middle of break. fuckers.
so i'll be teaching 6-8 grade bands, and high school. it's an awesome placement, and i'm really happy. but i'm also scared, for the usual reasons. my cooperating teacher seems cool. our personalities are night and day, so we'll see how that goes.
i'm going home tomorrow, which is a good thing, but at the same time i'm scared. i need to be around lots of people to keep my mind off of everything, but that won't happen when i'm at home. hopefully...i'll find something that'll keep my spirits up. i don't want to have one of those days where i can't stop thinking about things that i shouldn't think about.
i know that in the future i'll look back at these past few months and remember how terrible they were lol. i just want there to be a time when i don't feel like this...when i don't feel like i have no control over my emotions.
i'm FINALLY done...with my last finals, and my last classes as an undergrad. i'm student teaching at swanton high school, which is about 35 minutes away, according to mapquest. this is true, if you're speeding, which i don't reccommend, because i got a m-fing speeding ticket going there yesterday. $95, and my court date is the 27th...right in the middle of break. fuckers.
so i'll be teaching 6-8 grade bands, and high school. it's an awesome placement, and i'm really happy. but i'm also scared, for the usual reasons. my cooperating teacher seems cool. our personalities are night and day, so we'll see how that goes.
i'm going home tomorrow, which is a good thing, but at the same time i'm scared. i need to be around lots of people to keep my mind off of everything, but that won't happen when i'm at home. hopefully...i'll find something that'll keep my spirits up. i don't want to have one of those days where i can't stop thinking about things that i shouldn't think about.
i know that in the future i'll look back at these past few months and remember how terrible they were lol. i just want there to be a time when i don't feel like this...when i don't feel like i have no control over my emotions.