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I feel soooo far away from you guys! (literally for some of you, figuratively for most of you). I havent read/updated LJ in so long. I think that we all need to get together and share some bestfriend love ASAP.
Soooo I have officially completed month 1 of nursing school. And for the first time all month I think I may actually make it through the next 14 months and actually become a legit RN!! (JUST THINK: some day, I may actually be assisting in putting in YOUR chest tubes. Yes, I am talking to you two.) JK, I would never wish that on either of you again. (and dont worry, if the universe were to fuck up, I would slip you wayyyyyy extra pain meds ;) ) But it is fucking crazy. Like, I may actually finally have my shit together.... like i can finally see the light at the end of the school-tunnel. And.... just think of how many pairs of jeans I will be able to buy with my sweeet paychecks! (JK, I will probably be wearing walmart jeans and paying back student loans for the rest of my lifeeee) and I'm slowing getting desensitized to wiping mad butts and looking at naked old people.... so I think I may actually love this job. its all good.
But I am going absolutely INSANE living at home. Like, contemplating moving all my shit into the barn out back with the horse, insane. Which is stupid, I know, cuz its not even that bad here. Free food, free electricity, free heat, free rent... I get it, I have it pretty sweet. But what's not sweet is feeling like you are continually 17 again.... LIKE THAT STUPID MOVIE! I legit have like daydreams about what it was like to have my own room and my own bed and my own closet and no eleven year old thinking my room is her computer room and my own computer and my own food and A DOOR ON MY FREAKING ROOM... like back in Nashua..... not to mention the fact that living back at home is like, the best birth control ever invented. FML.
So basically what I am saying is: 1. I miss you all dearly. 2. soon I will be able to give you all mad pain meds. 3. if anyone would like to let me move into their house for free, I'm in.
Soooo I have officially completed month 1 of nursing school. And for the first time all month I think I may actually make it through the next 14 months and actually become a legit RN!! (JUST THINK: some day, I may actually be assisting in putting in YOUR chest tubes. Yes, I am talking to you two.) JK, I would never wish that on either of you again. (and dont worry, if the universe were to fuck up, I would slip you wayyyyyy extra pain meds ;) ) But it is fucking crazy. Like, I may actually finally have my shit together.... like i can finally see the light at the end of the school-tunnel. And.... just think of how many pairs of jeans I will be able to buy with my sweeet paychecks! (JK, I will probably be wearing walmart jeans and paying back student loans for the rest of my lifeeee) and I'm slowing getting desensitized to wiping mad butts and looking at naked old people.... so I think I may actually love this job. its all good.
But I am going absolutely INSANE living at home. Like, contemplating moving all my shit into the barn out back with the horse, insane. Which is stupid, I know, cuz its not even that bad here. Free food, free electricity, free heat, free rent... I get it, I have it pretty sweet. But what's not sweet is feeling like you are continually 17 again.... LIKE THAT STUPID MOVIE! I legit have like daydreams about what it was like to have my own room and my own bed and my own closet and no eleven year old thinking my room is her computer room and my own computer and my own food and A DOOR ON MY FREAKING ROOM... like back in Nashua..... not to mention the fact that living back at home is like, the best birth control ever invented. FML.
So basically what I am saying is: 1. I miss you all dearly. 2. soon I will be able to give you all mad pain meds. 3. if anyone would like to let me move into their house for free, I'm in.