i have no friends.
well ive learned alot today. i always thought my brother was good to me till today i realized he treats me like a piece of shit. idk why i ever was close with him when he does shit for me and i do everything for him. well i won't have to worry about him anymore now all i gotta worry about is getting to school and home from school. life is just kinda at a sucky point right now for me and it seems like ive been bitchign at people lately and it also seems that alot of people are pissed at me. sorry if i made any of you mad.. and bryan nee.. im wicked sorry and i didnt mean to make you feel like shit cuz ur an awesome kid n im rly sryy babe =(... yeahh i feel really bad for what i did on that one. i think i might be taking out my anger on other people. my family sucks as most of you know and as of right now i live with my mom. yeah just my mom. where does my dad live? who the hell knows. where is my brohter? no one has a fucking idea. i think he might be at brads since brads mom just called... but im not quite sure oh well i shouldn't give a damn. i just hate my family and i really wish i could get adopted by like one of my friends families cuz all this family does is cause me to be depressed and hate myself and think everything is my fault and take out my anger on people who don't deserve it. im sorry. w/e the semi is tomorrow but im probly gunna be in a bad mood and tomorrow at school i gunna look like shit but shit is what i feel like so shit is what i am. ive heard alot of poeple talk shit about me. such as people saying im ugly.. do you think i don't know that?.. and seriosuly does it really matter if im ugly? can ugly people not be your friends? sorry cool kids. i just feel that people are too judgemental and they need to back the fuck down. IM UGLY why should you give a damn its not like your gunna fuck me.. and even if you did fuck me would it matter if im ugly? not inless youre shallow and i cant stand shallow people anymore. UGLY REVOLUTION. yeah enuough of my heartless complaining cuz no one wants to hear it.