bam
so i reaaaaaaaallly should be sleeping right now. but no. instead im sitting up eating grasshoppers. no not the insects. the cookies. and they are good let me tell you. so yeah. did i learn my lesson from last night? that its not good to stay up till 2 then wake up at 8. no. i didnt. whatever.
so college. i've been here for like a week and a half now. im liking it. its an obvious adjustment. just the whole having to do homework thing again is an adjustment. but i like it. my classes arent bad. my african civilization class is gonna be facinating i think. i like being interested in what im learning. it makes it fun. and thats how it should be.
im never gonna be that girl in class that just introduces herself to everyone and talks to everyone about everything and anything. but im cool with that. im a silent observer. whatever.
and i dont know why its so hard for me to sleep lately. maybe its cuz the last weeks of summer i stayed up until around 4 or 5 everynight. but im tired during the day, so idk what's up w/ that.
i was hoping that i could go home this weekend. i tried to plan an fyb party and everything, but i guess its not gonna happen now. i might be going to my grandmas? idk yet. i could stay here and get some much needed stuff done. we'll see.
its kinda weird to think that half the people i used to see at school everyday i may never see again. not that i really miss them, but its nice seeing a familiar face now and again. it's also weird to think that i really dont miss that many people. my dance girls and a handful of people from school, and when i say handful i mean like 5. its just kinda sad to think i didnt make more meaningful relationships than that. but im over it. and of course my family. although not getting yelled at and told what to do everyday is soooooooooo nice.
is there anything wrong with wanting a skinny ass boy that looks like a bitch? so im attracted to little guys. little emo rock lovin boys. i love it. but shit. where are they??? i want to find me one. sooner rather than later thanks. the good ones are always taken!
speaking of rock. why is circa survive my every thought. lyrics. in my head. allll day. no joke. they are amazing. my new obsession.
i dont even know what im writing at this point. which means i need to stop.
im out like lance bass.
bam.
so college. i've been here for like a week and a half now. im liking it. its an obvious adjustment. just the whole having to do homework thing again is an adjustment. but i like it. my classes arent bad. my african civilization class is gonna be facinating i think. i like being interested in what im learning. it makes it fun. and thats how it should be.
im never gonna be that girl in class that just introduces herself to everyone and talks to everyone about everything and anything. but im cool with that. im a silent observer. whatever.
and i dont know why its so hard for me to sleep lately. maybe its cuz the last weeks of summer i stayed up until around 4 or 5 everynight. but im tired during the day, so idk what's up w/ that.
i was hoping that i could go home this weekend. i tried to plan an fyb party and everything, but i guess its not gonna happen now. i might be going to my grandmas? idk yet. i could stay here and get some much needed stuff done. we'll see.
its kinda weird to think that half the people i used to see at school everyday i may never see again. not that i really miss them, but its nice seeing a familiar face now and again. it's also weird to think that i really dont miss that many people. my dance girls and a handful of people from school, and when i say handful i mean like 5. its just kinda sad to think i didnt make more meaningful relationships than that. but im over it. and of course my family. although not getting yelled at and told what to do everyday is soooooooooo nice.
is there anything wrong with wanting a skinny ass boy that looks like a bitch? so im attracted to little guys. little emo rock lovin boys. i love it. but shit. where are they??? i want to find me one. sooner rather than later thanks. the good ones are always taken!
speaking of rock. why is circa survive my every thought. lyrics. in my head. allll day. no joke. they are amazing. my new obsession.
i dont even know what im writing at this point. which means i need to stop.
im out like lance bass.
bam.