fuck

[manda101panda]

if i could explain today in one word it would be shit. S-H-I-T SHIT! It started off bad and continued throughout the day. In chem today i spilt some sulfuric acid all over my lab notebook and all my stuff. good going amanda. apparently i have a quiz in there tomorrow too. and i have no clue what it is over. people at my school are ignorant. enough said. i have to read a shit load of that gay ass great gatsby book. die! track was horrible. i cant fucking pole vault dear lord. do i look like i can pole vault? NO! you know why? because i CANT! uhhhhhhhhh. then i went to go and work out and that went ok but recently i discovered that i had a dollar which i was unaware of. so after i worked out i took the dollar and went to buy myself a nice cool beverage. i put in my dollar and pressed the thingy and guess what? guess mother fucking what?? IT DIDNT COME OUT! fucking gay ass stupid machines. i was fucking thirsty thank u. so i LOST a fucking dollar and didnt get a drink. diiiieeeee! then i called my mom to come get me. mind u its like 430 by now so i thought shed already be there to get me. o fuck no. so i called her and she was like..."well can you wait a few minutes i want to finish doing this book order" EXCUSE ME? i had the most horrible day and YOU WANT TO LOOK AT A BOOK ORDER? fucking whatever. its not like i WANTED to come home or anything. lemme just chill at the school all fucking day. thanks whore! wow im a bitch. i dont care tho today was bad. horribly bad. so fuck u

love ya jess!! im glad about u know who!!!

my mouth is dry
forgot how to cry
whats up w/ that?
its over
why..bleeding is breathing
your hiding underneath the smoke in the room
try...bleeding is believing...
i used to

what now jen?