Dec 15, 2005 23:14
"You want to know why I'm giving up? I don't deal well with pain that's why I'm going. If there were some way for me to stay and not feel any pain, I'd stay. But I can't stay here because knowing that you don't care for me the same way I care for you is too much. I thought I could overlook that little factor, but the truth is that I need to know that you love me in return. There's no such thing as a one-sided love that lasts. And even if I could stay, my pride wouldn't let me. I'd give you the world, but you're too blind to notice. You've always been like that. You're too blind to see that there is a girl standing right here in front of you, that loves you more then the world. But still, day after day, you go out, trying to make other girls fall in love with you, oblivious to the fact that you've already made one do just that. I don't understand why you don't want me, and I suppose I never will. Even after I leave, I'll still love you. You don't need to tell me how stupid I am for loving you. Trust me, I know. Who knows, maybe I'll find someone who'll love me as much as I love you, but I'll never appreciate him fully. Because no matter what, I'll be out there, someday, somewhere, still wanting you."
Celine sent that to me and I thought it was rather great!! <333
Weekend is gonna be fun but I should be studying oh well!!
<3 manda