3x ain't no charm
Yeah, So...Uhm I don't know what to say now. I had so much to day and now I have nothing to say.
I got my hair straightened and I've washed it and it looks the f-ing same so I'm going to see if I can get my money back or get it done again. Or something to that affect! It made me so mad! I payed 80 bucks for nothing?!
I had Meagan over on Friday night. It was going to be me, her, Brandon, and Anthony. After that it was going to be Liam instead of Anthony. But It ended up just being me and Megs. But Brandon called us and we were like so hyper! I'll explain the night...
We watched some TV screwed with my ex's head...and it was so much fun lol. Than we went to the pet centre to look at hamsters and yeah. Thats was its story of its own. lol. I was in there and I saw this guy that I sit beside in Math (Aaron) and well I was trying to have a perfect March break, but I guess not anymore. So I ran Downstairs to the fish so he couldn't see us and then I went back up cuz I had to leave and it was horribly embaressing. I went to go for the front door and their set up in there is so gay theve got like two lil aisles in the front and you would think that they both lead to the door?!?!? BUT NO! Omg I took the wrong way and it was a dead end and he ended up coming over there too so it made it even worse! ugh! I got so pissed I just told Megs that I got distracted and I didn't mean to so that I wouldn't sound like a complete Dumbass...lol..too late!But I felt so stupid because I knew if I did something stupid that he woudln't stop bugging me when we go back to school. ugh! so now I'm going to have to put up with his shit. *cries* :) So later we played Guess who and we became VERY HYPER! we were asking each other about our characters that we had and I finally Just asked her "Do you have a Penis?!" and she said "No, Do you have a Penis?!" and My character was a man so I asnwered yes. Lmao! It was soo funny! But anyways later in the night our friend Brandon called. the dealy-o with Brandon is that he likes her and she likes him. But anyways so I talked to him for a bit but than someone else called so we ahd to call him back so we did and Meagan talked to him and he told her it was the wrong number and so she gave me the phone and I hung it up on him and he was joking around with us and stuff...(its a you had to be there kinda a thing). So we talked to him for a few hours..lol. But It was so exciting because he asked her out and she said yes and so now they're going out! weeee! and its her first bf in 3 years! I think that shes waited long enough! lol. Its all good though! So thats that. Then she ended up staying over.
I think my co-workers have a grudge against me. Its so not fair. Everytime I go in during the week they all go silent and Its agrivating but I can live with it....NO I CAN'T! I WANT TO QUIT SO BAD!!!! But my sis told me to talk to them first. So I think I will but thats about it I guess (for this topic).
I am on the verge of self discovery, I think. I am trying new things and not looking for a boyfriend but for good guy friends. I'm going to write a few songs I think...well like lyrics cuz I don't think that I can write actual music. lol. But It will be fun to try. I can't wait. i'm going to start my first song about my ex. It will be intresting. If I get it done and its okay then I will post it on here.
Another problem in my life. I know I shouldn't really be worrying about this but I haven't really "kissed" a guy. I told my ex that and now hes saying that I'm 2 years behind. I'm like w.e. your he one that wouldn't make a fucking move! It made me so mad. I'm willing to but theres no one worth getting aids for...ya knwo what I mean? Like I'm not going to risk it for some loser I don't even like. I guess that the real reason why I haven't. But I'll get over it. I'll get over everything.
I really wanna go for a run right now but its to cold. Maybe I'll go in the morning before school? I want to start running to help out my diet and everything. I feel so horrible. I'm fat. I'm Fat...without the PH! Its ugly fat! Its disgusting fat! I feel so sick and tried of being this big I use to be smaller...able to wear a bikini but then I made my own lunches made my own snack after school and now I'm even making my own suppers. Its sick, I'm sick...thats what it is...being fat is a disease...It could cause I disease later in my life. I need to make a difference for me, for my future. I'm going to loose weight. I will be able to do it!
My Mom had quit smoking and evrything and somtimes she gets so mad it makes me wanna cry. She gets amd at little things that we don't do. But I guess in the long shot its a lot that we haven't done. I'm getting sick of this too. I will do things that I'm told. This is like my commitment journal. I don't like making her mad. I'm going to do my homework and get good marks. It will be good at the end of the year. I hope.
Johnny Depp's new movie The secret window should be coming to the theatre in my town soon! I can't wait till it comes, Me and Megs and Brandon and someone else maybe Anthony will go see it. Oh and also I'm going to be having my birthday party soon. Like in April even though my Birthday is in May. But I have a lot that goes on in May thats why i have it the month before. It will be so much fun. All of my Meagans will be there. I have 3 Meagan friends. Two Meagan Schaus'.
I got my hair straightened and I've washed it and it looks the f-ing same so I'm going to see if I can get my money back or get it done again. Or something to that affect! It made me so mad! I payed 80 bucks for nothing?!
I had Meagan over on Friday night. It was going to be me, her, Brandon, and Anthony. After that it was going to be Liam instead of Anthony. But It ended up just being me and Megs. But Brandon called us and we were like so hyper! I'll explain the night...
We watched some TV screwed with my ex's head...and it was so much fun lol. Than we went to the pet centre to look at hamsters and yeah. Thats was its story of its own. lol. I was in there and I saw this guy that I sit beside in Math (Aaron) and well I was trying to have a perfect March break, but I guess not anymore. So I ran Downstairs to the fish so he couldn't see us and then I went back up cuz I had to leave and it was horribly embaressing. I went to go for the front door and their set up in there is so gay theve got like two lil aisles in the front and you would think that they both lead to the door?!?!? BUT NO! Omg I took the wrong way and it was a dead end and he ended up coming over there too so it made it even worse! ugh! I got so pissed I just told Megs that I got distracted and I didn't mean to so that I wouldn't sound like a complete Dumbass...lol..too late!But I felt so stupid because I knew if I did something stupid that he woudln't stop bugging me when we go back to school. ugh! so now I'm going to have to put up with his shit. *cries* :) So later we played Guess who and we became VERY HYPER! we were asking each other about our characters that we had and I finally Just asked her "Do you have a Penis?!" and she said "No, Do you have a Penis?!" and My character was a man so I asnwered yes. Lmao! It was soo funny! But anyways later in the night our friend Brandon called. the dealy-o with Brandon is that he likes her and she likes him. But anyways so I talked to him for a bit but than someone else called so we ahd to call him back so we did and Meagan talked to him and he told her it was the wrong number and so she gave me the phone and I hung it up on him and he was joking around with us and stuff...(its a you had to be there kinda a thing). So we talked to him for a few hours..lol. But It was so exciting because he asked her out and she said yes and so now they're going out! weeee! and its her first bf in 3 years! I think that shes waited long enough! lol. Its all good though! So thats that. Then she ended up staying over.
I think my co-workers have a grudge against me. Its so not fair. Everytime I go in during the week they all go silent and Its agrivating but I can live with it....NO I CAN'T! I WANT TO QUIT SO BAD!!!! But my sis told me to talk to them first. So I think I will but thats about it I guess (for this topic).
I am on the verge of self discovery, I think. I am trying new things and not looking for a boyfriend but for good guy friends. I'm going to write a few songs I think...well like lyrics cuz I don't think that I can write actual music. lol. But It will be fun to try. I can't wait. i'm going to start my first song about my ex. It will be intresting. If I get it done and its okay then I will post it on here.
Another problem in my life. I know I shouldn't really be worrying about this but I haven't really "kissed" a guy. I told my ex that and now hes saying that I'm 2 years behind. I'm like w.e. your he one that wouldn't make a fucking move! It made me so mad. I'm willing to but theres no one worth getting aids for...ya knwo what I mean? Like I'm not going to risk it for some loser I don't even like. I guess that the real reason why I haven't. But I'll get over it. I'll get over everything.
I really wanna go for a run right now but its to cold. Maybe I'll go in the morning before school? I want to start running to help out my diet and everything. I feel so horrible. I'm fat. I'm Fat...without the PH! Its ugly fat! Its disgusting fat! I feel so sick and tried of being this big I use to be smaller...able to wear a bikini but then I made my own lunches made my own snack after school and now I'm even making my own suppers. Its sick, I'm sick...thats what it is...being fat is a disease...It could cause I disease later in my life. I need to make a difference for me, for my future. I'm going to loose weight. I will be able to do it!
My Mom had quit smoking and evrything and somtimes she gets so mad it makes me wanna cry. She gets amd at little things that we don't do. But I guess in the long shot its a lot that we haven't done. I'm getting sick of this too. I will do things that I'm told. This is like my commitment journal. I don't like making her mad. I'm going to do my homework and get good marks. It will be good at the end of the year. I hope.
Johnny Depp's new movie The secret window should be coming to the theatre in my town soon! I can't wait till it comes, Me and Megs and Brandon and someone else maybe Anthony will go see it. Oh and also I'm going to be having my birthday party soon. Like in April even though my Birthday is in May. But I have a lot that goes on in May thats why i have it the month before. It will be so much fun. All of my Meagans will be there. I have 3 Meagan friends. Two Meagan Schaus'.