so much has changed around me, yet i refuse to
*sighs*
it's been one of those days
the kind you wake up because you've caught yourself snoaring halfway that you cannot emagine bu a bear from the 100 acre wood to bellow such a gastly sound.
been looking at things, people, re-reading letters, looking at pictures, remembering a lot of the past from these past coupla years.
it's complicated, and i dare not to bring it up to the light at the said moment, not for the "i told you so" or the "i knew it" of the world, but for the fact that im still reviewing many things.
nah, im not gonna get all emo about it, it's not those kind of things
well, at least that's how im looking at it...considering im not sad everytime ive looked back at the past, because then that would require me to have sadness in me to cause such a labeled used-to-death tag line of "emo".
no, it's not sadness, it's realy nothing at the moment
just looking, staring at the words and images and people that have danced across my computer monitor for the last 2 hours (damn internet...i should be sleeping, but here i am, with a very full belly and time to kill before fully digesting)
the ones who remain...and the ones who are gone.
moments and memories that are my doing, or that i have been a part of.
events and circumstances that have me thrusted in between one way or the other
wonderer of both body, but mostly mind
that's all for now
dont have nothing more to say except:
"are you the ones that are gone...or the ones that remain? either/or one way or the other there will come a day, a day that will show where you stand and where you shall go, a place with new that only you and you alone can choose, the choice is yours, pray it be the right one"
it's been one of those days
the kind you wake up because you've caught yourself snoaring halfway that you cannot emagine bu a bear from the 100 acre wood to bellow such a gastly sound.
been looking at things, people, re-reading letters, looking at pictures, remembering a lot of the past from these past coupla years.
it's complicated, and i dare not to bring it up to the light at the said moment, not for the "i told you so" or the "i knew it" of the world, but for the fact that im still reviewing many things.
nah, im not gonna get all emo about it, it's not those kind of things
well, at least that's how im looking at it...considering im not sad everytime ive looked back at the past, because then that would require me to have sadness in me to cause such a labeled used-to-death tag line of "emo".
no, it's not sadness, it's realy nothing at the moment
just looking, staring at the words and images and people that have danced across my computer monitor for the last 2 hours (damn internet...i should be sleeping, but here i am, with a very full belly and time to kill before fully digesting)
the ones who remain...and the ones who are gone.
moments and memories that are my doing, or that i have been a part of.
events and circumstances that have me thrusted in between one way or the other
wonderer of both body, but mostly mind
that's all for now
dont have nothing more to say except:
"are you the ones that are gone...or the ones that remain? either/or one way or the other there will come a day, a day that will show where you stand and where you shall go, a place with new that only you and you alone can choose, the choice is yours, pray it be the right one"