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[manayatma]

It feels weird to know both of your (female) best friends from high school just kind of stopped caring about you or about seeing you one day. Well I tried pretty hard to talk to both and see both, but I don't know I guess there is something wrong with me. I feel like Rowan is the only one who I can count on to be here and he doesn't really have any

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[gnarly_alien]

Isn't it crazy how parenthood suddenly matures you (not so lucky with the other half). I think that you'll meet a better crowd out in Cali, people who can understand your situation and not be in the stupid high school mode. It sounds evil, but as far as Kyle is concerned, think as an independent. You know, sometimes ya just have to do what's best for you whatever that may be. You definitely don't want Rowan to be affected by Kyle's bitter attitude.

Just stay away from 19-20 year olds that are unemployed, live with their parents, and live to party. They are just worthless pieces of existence.

[ihopeshedies]

Oh she said it best, I'm a worthless piece of existence. So I guess take it easy.

[gnarly_alien]

I wasn't pointing the finger at you, I honestly don't know what goes on in your personal life and I'm not trying to find out. My comment was just based on my own history, and also trying to make the point that Sarah, when she moves or whatever, she should have friends that she could trust with Rowan. It's not a judgment of character, and I'm not saying someone who parties and lives with their parents is bad, there are just different priorities at hand. I wasn't trying to compromise your friendship. Yeah, Sarah and I have a lot in common now because we both have babies and boyfriends/husbands that just weren't ready for parenthood. But it's not like I've been in her business calling her every day or something, it's just kind of automatic, people who have kids suddenly have a better understanding of each other. Anyway, didn't mean to offend, just preaching-to-the-choir

[ihopeshedies]

I apologize.

[manayatma]

Yeah, sometimes I want to leave or just let him leave. I feel like a psycho (he supports that theory). I do love him but noone really acts like they're in love around here. I know you understand alot of the things that I'm going through having gone through them yourself.
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How's your daughter?

[gnarly_alien]

Well, I know Nathan and I[s?] problem is financial. So I'm always freaking stressed out and definitely not in the mood for lovin', and he's stressed just because I'm bitching. It's expected to be rough, but I think eventually things will straighten out.

As for Aspen, she's a little fuss-pot right now, she hates sitting down, she always wants to stand or be held! Anyway, she's crying now, so i'll talk to you later!