30kisses fic Nu #01: "Be mine " page 2
I really have trouble believing this.“
Silence.
Kondou-san gave an exasperated sigh.
„I thought you both were grown-up, mature adults who know how to behave responsibly, even if they show it rarely. Right now, I am tempted to believe the opposite.“
„But why?! You have never had a problem with Hijikata-san fucking Souj-“
„Shinpachi!“ As Shinpachi fell silent under his raised voice, Sano couldn’t but feel triumphant. It was good to know that, even after submitting to him like that, he still had the power to shut Shinpachi up with just one word.
„I’m not having a problem with you two being together. I don’t have a problem with unit captains and officers in any kinds of relationships. If I had, we wouldn’t come up to the half of our current numbers. What bothers me is, that you forgot where the boundaries of fun ended and seriousness begun, something that has never happened to you before, no matter how much havoc you wrecked. But I can’t have four tired unit captains in the midst of such conflicting days as now. There is much to do and I need each of my men in their best spirit. Also, Souji is trying to get better, but with you two keeping him up all night I don’t see it happening in the near future. As I said, I need each of my men in their best form. And if your relationship will be preventing it...“ he trailed off, but there was no need to continue. Both of them understood where those words were heading. He had a point, Sano guessed, but he doubted that Shinpachi would be fine with it. Not after he just got what he had wanted for months, maybe even years.
True enough.
„Kondou-san! I know you are our captain and you can give us any order you want and I know you have never misused it, but if you are going to order me to break up with Sano, I’ll lea-“
„Shinpachi!“ Really, Sano understood how his partner felt, but what he was doing was still over-reacting. How could one man be so hot-headed? Thankfully, Kondou-san understood it as well.
„I didn’t say that. I said ‚if‘. I’ll let it slide this time, but if this is going to happen again, and unit captains will be complaining about you two being noisy, making them unable to sleep, I will take action.“
Harada nodded. „Yes, sir.“
„Untill then, you have my best wishes. And now Harada-kun go and get some rest. Nagakura-kun will take over your patrol today. I doubt that with such a heavy limp you would be able to take care of any disturbance, should there one occur.“
„Kondou-san, that’s really no neccessary. I have been in worse conditions. I can take care of myself.“
„I know that. You can take it as a punishment.“
Their eyes widened and fists clenched. Taking it easy on a warrior, even if he was wounded, no, especially if he was wounded, was abasing in every way. And Sano had been in worse conditions before and it never prevented him from doing his work effectively. For his friend to be degraded in such a way only because one relocated muscle was something Shinpachi was not willing to tolerate. „Kondou-san, you-“
Before Shinpachi could say something stupid and get himself into another trouble Sano would have the honour of getting him out of, which, due to his current condition, he lacked every will to, he gritted his teeth, swallowed his pride, and bowing his head obediently, he said: „Yes, sir.“
„Sano!“
Kondou-san nodded his head.
„Dismissed.“
Sano stood up, and yanked the frozen Shinpachi up, ignoring the startlement in his expression, and dragged him out. „Come.“
Once they were out, Shinpachi freed himself from Sano’s grasp and lashed out. „How could you have said that so simply?!“
„And what other choice did I have?“
And just like that, Shinpachi shut up.
„He’s our captain and we have to follow his orders. And it was also my fault. I wasn’t exactly stoping you from banging me through the matt and the floor to the other side of the world.“
„Still, you could’ve protested at least this much.“
„What would have been the point?“
Shinpachi didn’t answer.
Sano turned around and headed to his room. He understood Shinpachi’s point. Ordered to home confinement by your chief just sucked, but an order was an order, whether you liked it, or not. And a little rest, maybe an hour or two of sleep wouldn’t hurt.
That was when a sharp pain shot through him and instinctively he leaned on the wall for support.
„Sano!“
He groaned.
„Fuck you Shinpachi. Next time it’s payback. Where did I leave my mind when I let you do that the whole night?“
„I blew it out, remember?“
Sano had to laugh.
It was stated as a joke, but the voice was laced with something that suspiciously resembled an apology. He turned to Shinpachi.
„Don’t worry about it. I’ll manage. And it’s not your fault. I could’ve stoped you at any time.“
He looked directly into his partner’s eyes and after several moments of hesitation, Shinpachi sighed resigninly and nodded. „Alright. Should I walk you to your room?“
„That won’t be necessary. Go and finish breakfest. I’m not really hungry anymore.“
„You sure?“
„Yeah.“
Shinpachi nodded. „Alright.“
A moment of awkward silence passed between them where neither knew what to say, or what to do? What do you say to the guy you shacked previous night into a mass of flesh, sweat and cum and told him that you loved him? What do you do when you see that he’s in pain because of it, but his pride and honor as a warrior is perventing you to take action?
And what do you say to the guy who looks so lost, wanting to help you, but not being able to? What do you do to assure him you’re alright?
There was only one thing both could do.
They kissed. It wasn’t a rough kiss, filled with lust. Yet it was neither a gentle ghost of touch. It wasn’t needy, nor fleeting. It wasn’t passionate. It was just a sure press of lips against lips, giving and recieving in turn. It was there. It wasy real. It was right.
Sano was the first to break it. „’Till then.“
Shinpachi nodded. „Go get some rest.“
„Yeah.“
With that Sano walked off, his steps sure and straight, but Shinpachi saw he was struggling for it. With a pang of guilt he swore to himself to be more considerate next time. There were other ways to have fun during sex, without needing to be rough, while not being exactly gentle either. He smirked. He was looking forward to that.
*--*xox*-* The end *-*xox*--*
There.
Hope you all liked it. ^^ I was doing my best.
R&R
Mana
Silence.
Kondou-san gave an exasperated sigh.
„I thought you both were grown-up, mature adults who know how to behave responsibly, even if they show it rarely. Right now, I am tempted to believe the opposite.“
„But why?! You have never had a problem with Hijikata-san fucking Souj-“
„Shinpachi!“ As Shinpachi fell silent under his raised voice, Sano couldn’t but feel triumphant. It was good to know that, even after submitting to him like that, he still had the power to shut Shinpachi up with just one word.
„I’m not having a problem with you two being together. I don’t have a problem with unit captains and officers in any kinds of relationships. If I had, we wouldn’t come up to the half of our current numbers. What bothers me is, that you forgot where the boundaries of fun ended and seriousness begun, something that has never happened to you before, no matter how much havoc you wrecked. But I can’t have four tired unit captains in the midst of such conflicting days as now. There is much to do and I need each of my men in their best spirit. Also, Souji is trying to get better, but with you two keeping him up all night I don’t see it happening in the near future. As I said, I need each of my men in their best form. And if your relationship will be preventing it...“ he trailed off, but there was no need to continue. Both of them understood where those words were heading. He had a point, Sano guessed, but he doubted that Shinpachi would be fine with it. Not after he just got what he had wanted for months, maybe even years.
True enough.
„Kondou-san! I know you are our captain and you can give us any order you want and I know you have never misused it, but if you are going to order me to break up with Sano, I’ll lea-“
„Shinpachi!“ Really, Sano understood how his partner felt, but what he was doing was still over-reacting. How could one man be so hot-headed? Thankfully, Kondou-san understood it as well.
„I didn’t say that. I said ‚if‘. I’ll let it slide this time, but if this is going to happen again, and unit captains will be complaining about you two being noisy, making them unable to sleep, I will take action.“
Harada nodded. „Yes, sir.“
„Untill then, you have my best wishes. And now Harada-kun go and get some rest. Nagakura-kun will take over your patrol today. I doubt that with such a heavy limp you would be able to take care of any disturbance, should there one occur.“
„Kondou-san, that’s really no neccessary. I have been in worse conditions. I can take care of myself.“
„I know that. You can take it as a punishment.“
Their eyes widened and fists clenched. Taking it easy on a warrior, even if he was wounded, no, especially if he was wounded, was abasing in every way. And Sano had been in worse conditions before and it never prevented him from doing his work effectively. For his friend to be degraded in such a way only because one relocated muscle was something Shinpachi was not willing to tolerate. „Kondou-san, you-“
Before Shinpachi could say something stupid and get himself into another trouble Sano would have the honour of getting him out of, which, due to his current condition, he lacked every will to, he gritted his teeth, swallowed his pride, and bowing his head obediently, he said: „Yes, sir.“
„Sano!“
Kondou-san nodded his head.
„Dismissed.“
Sano stood up, and yanked the frozen Shinpachi up, ignoring the startlement in his expression, and dragged him out. „Come.“
Once they were out, Shinpachi freed himself from Sano’s grasp and lashed out. „How could you have said that so simply?!“
„And what other choice did I have?“
And just like that, Shinpachi shut up.
„He’s our captain and we have to follow his orders. And it was also my fault. I wasn’t exactly stoping you from banging me through the matt and the floor to the other side of the world.“
„Still, you could’ve protested at least this much.“
„What would have been the point?“
Shinpachi didn’t answer.
Sano turned around and headed to his room. He understood Shinpachi’s point. Ordered to home confinement by your chief just sucked, but an order was an order, whether you liked it, or not. And a little rest, maybe an hour or two of sleep wouldn’t hurt.
That was when a sharp pain shot through him and instinctively he leaned on the wall for support.
„Sano!“
He groaned.
„Fuck you Shinpachi. Next time it’s payback. Where did I leave my mind when I let you do that the whole night?“
„I blew it out, remember?“
Sano had to laugh.
It was stated as a joke, but the voice was laced with something that suspiciously resembled an apology. He turned to Shinpachi.
„Don’t worry about it. I’ll manage. And it’s not your fault. I could’ve stoped you at any time.“
He looked directly into his partner’s eyes and after several moments of hesitation, Shinpachi sighed resigninly and nodded. „Alright. Should I walk you to your room?“
„That won’t be necessary. Go and finish breakfest. I’m not really hungry anymore.“
„You sure?“
„Yeah.“
Shinpachi nodded. „Alright.“
A moment of awkward silence passed between them where neither knew what to say, or what to do? What do you say to the guy you shacked previous night into a mass of flesh, sweat and cum and told him that you loved him? What do you do when you see that he’s in pain because of it, but his pride and honor as a warrior is perventing you to take action?
And what do you say to the guy who looks so lost, wanting to help you, but not being able to? What do you do to assure him you’re alright?
There was only one thing both could do.
They kissed. It wasn’t a rough kiss, filled with lust. Yet it was neither a gentle ghost of touch. It wasn’t needy, nor fleeting. It wasn’t passionate. It was just a sure press of lips against lips, giving and recieving in turn. It was there. It wasy real. It was right.
Sano was the first to break it. „’Till then.“
Shinpachi nodded. „Go get some rest.“
„Yeah.“
With that Sano walked off, his steps sure and straight, but Shinpachi saw he was struggling for it. With a pang of guilt he swore to himself to be more considerate next time. There were other ways to have fun during sex, without needing to be rough, while not being exactly gentle either. He smirked. He was looking forward to that.
*--*xox*-* The end *-*xox*--*
There.
Hope you all liked it. ^^ I was doing my best.
R&R
Mana