Lordy Lordy
Oh man...where is my head at. I'm completely losing it. In the beginning everything was fine. I was completely focused on classes and on succeeding. Even when I got a few friends my mind was not fogged. Now my attention always turns to THIS. THIS is all that is on my mind. Always. It's starting to drive me slowly insane. All I know is how I feel now. I feel numb, this sensation is overpowering. I can't tell you how I'll feel in the future or even tomorrow. Everyday the feeling just grows and grows and I start feeling more and more confused. What the hell am I doing?