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Man today was a little better then all my other days but I can't get his headache that i've had for two days to go away. I've had it since I talked to Tony, before that it was coming and going. I think it's stress, and when I had the chance to stay home yesterday I prob should have, but then I wouldn't have talked to Kitsy and I've prob feel wores right now, I just wanted her to knwo that I do still wanna be her friend, and that I don't wanna feel like I'm wasting my time, I'm glad I got that out of the way. I just wish now seeing my friend so depressed that I could do something to help her. I know what it's like to be depressed but she is depressed for a different reason. I feel stupid now for this thing to have ever gotten started. God this was sooo stupid. I wish I could take EVERYTHING BACK. But I can't, I see now that I was madder then I should have been, and instead of being there for my friend when she needed me most I was being a bitch. Everybody is telling me that I was right, which in some point's I was right but to just tell her in her lowest time that I didn't wanna be friends anymore, that was just STUPID. And taking it out on Tony prob wasn't smart, he didn't even look at me today. But whatever. I'm gonna go bai
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