さよなら 分かってた この日が来たんだね。。。
So, this is it... Tomorrow is january 10th. The day she's leaving to Tokyo.
I still can't believe it. I've had so many different feelings towards this.
Now at last, I mostly feel sad. Everytime I think of it... Every time I Really think of it, I just want to cry...
I wanted so badly for her to wait. To go with me next year. I know I'm being selfish but I can't help it. :( I wanted her to be here, with me. That's the way it's been, for what feels like the longest time. I'm going to feel so alone, who am I going to rant on and on about Ruki, Gackt, Jui and Kiyoharu to...? And Kuu-chan of course! XD
I also feel like the people I need to be there for me aren't.
You do care but youre not the best on showing it, and I need that... Really bad.
Okay, this month is going to be the worst when both of my best friends will be abroad. But february... Then things should feel better when the others come back from Thailand right?
I know, I'm probably exaggerating...
どうして誰もいないこの部屋で
涙がこぼれるんだろう
教えて。。。
I still can't believe it. I've had so many different feelings towards this.
Now at last, I mostly feel sad. Everytime I think of it... Every time I Really think of it, I just want to cry...
I wanted so badly for her to wait. To go with me next year. I know I'm being selfish but I can't help it. :( I wanted her to be here, with me. That's the way it's been, for what feels like the longest time. I'm going to feel so alone, who am I going to rant on and on about Ruki, Gackt, Jui and Kiyoharu to...? And Kuu-chan of course! XD
I also feel like the people I need to be there for me aren't.
You do care but youre not the best on showing it, and I need that... Really bad.
Okay, this month is going to be the worst when both of my best friends will be abroad. But february... Then things should feel better when the others come back from Thailand right?
I know, I'm probably exaggerating...
どうして誰もいないこの部屋で
涙がこぼれるんだろう
教えて。。。