What does the future hold?
wow my junior year has actually ended. It didnt sink in until the last bell of the year rang today at 2:25 and even now it hasnt completely sunk in. I guess in a way i dont want the year to end because it has definately been a GREAT year!!!!! Soccer season, musical, EFR, Applebees, random nights to the movies, and just hanging out in general. I know summer has just began and alot of this wont end just yet or at least i hope not. It amazing when you become friends with a group of people that you thought would be impossible to get close to or some of them you never really knew or gave them the chance. i guess thats one thing i have learned is to give everyone a chance because theres always an adventure in store. Whether it be unexpected, good, or bad it never matters.
i'm excited for summer and whats to come. Excited for pointless boat rides, washington, and unexpected vacations that should come my way!!!! I'm excited for next year. i mean come on i will be a SENIOR!!!! But in a way i'm scared. I know i have friends and plenty of people around me...but what i'm scared for is change... No matter what anybody says next year will not be the same. THe seniors this year were unforgettable and deffinately made this year unforgettable.
I guess you never really think about the end of the year until you have to sign someones yearbook. Either its really hard to write and you have tho think about it or you know exactly what to say and it takes no more than minutes. I guess this is a true test on how well you know somebody and how close you are. thinking really started when i read a two page essay in my yearbook and realized how close my two page essay to her was. Its amazing how friends no what each other is thinking with out being right next to eachother. I hate change and i dont want next year to be any different. I dont want to loose my closeness with any of my freinds and some in particular. i used to be so worried that things would change. I got over being worried and now i'm right back to were i started. Being worried.
But you know what i have decided that i can worry but im gonna take the time ive got and make the most of it. This summer is going to be amazing and i cant wait because it officially starts today. So well see where time takes me and hopefully it turns out for the best.
Its times like these that in one part of my life i want to change everything but it will never happen, and then on the other side of my life i want nothing to change but it always will...
i'm excited for summer and whats to come. Excited for pointless boat rides, washington, and unexpected vacations that should come my way!!!! I'm excited for next year. i mean come on i will be a SENIOR!!!! But in a way i'm scared. I know i have friends and plenty of people around me...but what i'm scared for is change... No matter what anybody says next year will not be the same. THe seniors this year were unforgettable and deffinately made this year unforgettable.
I guess you never really think about the end of the year until you have to sign someones yearbook. Either its really hard to write and you have tho think about it or you know exactly what to say and it takes no more than minutes. I guess this is a true test on how well you know somebody and how close you are. thinking really started when i read a two page essay in my yearbook and realized how close my two page essay to her was. Its amazing how friends no what each other is thinking with out being right next to eachother. I hate change and i dont want next year to be any different. I dont want to loose my closeness with any of my freinds and some in particular. i used to be so worried that things would change. I got over being worried and now i'm right back to were i started. Being worried.
But you know what i have decided that i can worry but im gonna take the time ive got and make the most of it. This summer is going to be amazing and i cant wait because it officially starts today. So well see where time takes me and hopefully it turns out for the best.
Its times like these that in one part of my life i want to change everything but it will never happen, and then on the other side of my life i want nothing to change but it always will...