Arjuna
I finally am getting to see Arjuna. I saw it a long time ago, two years ago when I visited Santo Domingo and have been wanting to see more since then. I got the first two DVDs from Netflix and I've just finished the first episode. The first episode is rather 'eh' but I adore the music so far. Definatly want to get the soundtrack. Along with the soundtract for Bleach and Maria-sama ga Miteru. Le sigh. I have no idea where I could get any of them, especially not Maria since its not all that common an anime. Suncoast MIGHT have Arjuna but it's a stretch, and if they do it's bound to be overpriced.
Oh well.
I've been practicing for County Chorus, and damn. Its hard. I dont think I'll be able to get it. I'm able to sing well enough with as long as I have someone else to follow but we have to audition individually. Thats coming up in about two weeks. I really can't sing along in front of people, much less in front of people who are specifically judging me. Im thinking of maybe just quitting while Im ahead before I make a fool of myself ~_~
On another hand I think Taylor is going to make me go insane. I really hate how I'm complaining about her--and I really don't know whether I should be or not. Alot of people seem to dislike her, as usually is the case with at least one teacher each year and up until now I've always just thought everyone was whiny, immature, and bitchy. Especially with Mr. McLean last year. Everyone automaticly judged him, and said he was stupid just because he was southern. I will admit his vocabulary could have used a little bit of help but he was certainly very intelligent and knew what he was talking about. He was so very sweet too. I remember that he nearly cried and hugged Gabbie when she once slipped and fell to the ground with her needles still in. He nearly did too that one time I fainted. Even after all these years the idea that anyone would cry for me seems very strange, almost absurd. Its almost upsetting for me. He left this year, and I miss him so much.
I can't decide anymore. I'm going to try and force myself to stop complaining about her because I know she must have it hard, and I shouldn't assume that the look she gives me is meant to be condescending. I dread going to her today for help on my paper--but she gave it without seeming neither nice nor mean; how I like it best I suppose.
On one note I've finally found out the reason why Sean has been absent for so long. He has been in the hospital for the past week because of liver problems. I don't know the details since the message was passed on from Rae. Meh.
Oh well.
I've been practicing for County Chorus, and damn. Its hard. I dont think I'll be able to get it. I'm able to sing well enough with as long as I have someone else to follow but we have to audition individually. Thats coming up in about two weeks. I really can't sing along in front of people, much less in front of people who are specifically judging me. Im thinking of maybe just quitting while Im ahead before I make a fool of myself ~_~
On another hand I think Taylor is going to make me go insane. I really hate how I'm complaining about her--and I really don't know whether I should be or not. Alot of people seem to dislike her, as usually is the case with at least one teacher each year and up until now I've always just thought everyone was whiny, immature, and bitchy. Especially with Mr. McLean last year. Everyone automaticly judged him, and said he was stupid just because he was southern. I will admit his vocabulary could have used a little bit of help but he was certainly very intelligent and knew what he was talking about. He was so very sweet too. I remember that he nearly cried and hugged Gabbie when she once slipped and fell to the ground with her needles still in. He nearly did too that one time I fainted. Even after all these years the idea that anyone would cry for me seems very strange, almost absurd. Its almost upsetting for me. He left this year, and I miss him so much.
I can't decide anymore. I'm going to try and force myself to stop complaining about her because I know she must have it hard, and I shouldn't assume that the look she gives me is meant to be condescending. I dread going to her today for help on my paper--but she gave it without seeming neither nice nor mean; how I like it best I suppose.
On one note I've finally found out the reason why Sean has been absent for so long. He has been in the hospital for the past week because of liver problems. I don't know the details since the message was passed on from Rae. Meh.