Es turpinu meklē šajā gredzenu un domāšana "tas nav īsta, tas ir sapnis". Bet tas ir reāls, tas ir noticis, un es esmu tik ļoti laimīgs. Pat skaņu efekti ir izbalējis. Es domāju, ka man bija tikai nervu, jo mūsu kāzām, bet tagad viss ir ... ir labi. Es domāju, es joprojām redzu dažas nepāra lietas, bet tas ne tuvu nav tik slikti.
Ceremonija bija burvīgi. Mēs esam saņēmuši tik daudz dāvanu un laba vēstis, tā .... Es nekad domāja ... kopš es pirmo reizi pa kreisi tēvzemes .... kaut kas līdzīgs tas varētu notikt ... Paldies, visiem. Pat tad, kad mana māte un Andrejs un Rihards atnāca pie uzņemšanas es varēju smaidīt. Tāpēc, ka man bija jums. Jo man ir Pēteris.
Es vēlos Mister Vargas bija atnācis. Viņš ir aizgājuši tagad, un es atzīst, ka es garām viņu. Kā darba devējam, un kā a. ... draugs. Bet, lai gan viņš nevarēja nākt, Ivans izdarīja. Un kaut kā ... kaut kā es jutos atvieglots. Pat ja Alfrēds bija ar viņu. Es vēl saprastu, kā es jūtos par amerikāņu, bet varbūt tie būs alright kopā. Varbūt.
Katrā ziņā, es nezinu, ko darīt dzīvoklī. Logan tiek aizgājuši, un es vēlos aicināt Pēteris nākt dzīvot šeit, bet tas ir ...Nedrošu. Es negribētu, mana ģimene nekrietns apkārt, kamēr mēs esam ....
... intīmas.
Lai būtu godīgi, ka ir tas, ko šis ieraksts ir patiešām par. Es esmu ... nedaudz uztrauc Pēteris. Jo, labi, es nedomāju, ka viņš tiešām zina daudz par to, kā darīt lietas, kā šis. Vai tā iebiedēt viņam? Viņš, šķiet veida nervu, kad temats nāk uz augšu. Un tomēr tur bija, ka viena saruna ....
Mūsu brīvdienas sākas drīz. Es nezinu, kas notiks, bet ... Es tikai vēlos, lai viņš zinātu, ka tas nav svarīgi. Es mīlu viņu vienmēr. Tie skūpsti, kas padara mana sirds trīsas.
We will see. I only hope it all goes well....
Man vajag vēl otrā darbā atkal ...
Translation:
I keep looking at this ring and thinking "this is not real, it's a dream." But it's real, it happened, and I am so very happy. Even the sound effects have faded. I think I was just nervous since our wedding, but now everything is ... is good. I think I still see some odd things, but it is not nearly as bad.
The ceremony was lovely. We have received so many gifts and good tidings, so .... I never thought ... since I first left the fatherland .... something like this could happen ... Thank you all. Even when my mother and Andrew, and Richard showed up at the reception I was able to smile. Because I had you. Because I have Peter.
I wish Mister Vargas had come. He is gone now, and I admit that I miss him. As an employer, and as a. ... friend. But, although he could not come, Ivan did. And somehow ... somehow I felt relieved. Even if Alfred was with him. I do not know how I feel about Americans, but maybe they'll be alright together. Maybe.
Either way, I do not know what to do in the apartment. Logan is gone, and I would like to invite Peter to come to live here, but it is ... unsafe. I would not want my family sneaking around while we are ....
... intimate.
To be honest, that's what this record is really about. I am ... a little worried about Peter. Because, well, I do not think he really knows a lot about how to do things like this. Does it intimidate him? He seems kind of nervous when the topic comes up. And yet there was that one conversation ....
Our vacation starts soon. I do not know what will happen, but ... I just want him to know that it does not matter. I love him always. Those kisses that make my heart quiver.
We will see. I only hope it all goes well.
I need a second job yet again...