Sick of it all
I am soooooo sick of hearing people saying "oh i love you sooooo much" or "i never want to loose you". It is bullshit. Nobody ever knows what true love is. I dont think that you can officially know. Everyone has their own thought of what love is and i dont think that any 2 are the same. I have never been in love. i just thought that i was. if i was truly in love then i would have never gotten over that one person or those people. Love in its technical form is just a thought associated with a word.
I am just going to use this post to get out everthing that has been pissing me off the past little while and i just havend said anything yet because i wanted to hold it in and not hurt anyone but here i go
I want to move into my barn but i know that it isnt gonna happen. I hate cleaning it out. I hate it being cold up there too. we have a space heater but it doesnt do shit. it sucks ass. I dont like the fact that i have lived in this extremely shitty town for almost 6months now and i have made like 3 friends. This town is fucking shit. i hate living here. i want to be back in concord because i know people there and i could get a job. They wont hire someone without their license and lives out of town. Jobs are just fucking great like that. I wish that i hadnt quit Market Basket. I need to get out of here asap. i fucking hate it. I love being close to my mom and jules but i just cant stand it here. it is too far away from shit. i grew up in the city and now i live in the fucking boonies. its fucking gay.
I am just going to use this post to get out everthing that has been pissing me off the past little while and i just havend said anything yet because i wanted to hold it in and not hurt anyone but here i go
I want to move into my barn but i know that it isnt gonna happen. I hate cleaning it out. I hate it being cold up there too. we have a space heater but it doesnt do shit. it sucks ass. I dont like the fact that i have lived in this extremely shitty town for almost 6months now and i have made like 3 friends. This town is fucking shit. i hate living here. i want to be back in concord because i know people there and i could get a job. They wont hire someone without their license and lives out of town. Jobs are just fucking great like that. I wish that i hadnt quit Market Basket. I need to get out of here asap. i fucking hate it. I love being close to my mom and jules but i just cant stand it here. it is too far away from shit. i grew up in the city and now i live in the fucking boonies. its fucking gay.