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How can you tell if you ACTUALLY know somebody? everyone is hiding something from you but in a great big world of backstabbers and liers why wouldnt evreyone keep secrects. i do.
I miss it when i had myself surrounded with people i actualy liked, at this point in life i only have 2 people i even care about talking to and one is continuously ill and i worry because i think about and miss when she was healthy and more importantly happy. I miss how we used to have fun and we both werent full of continuous complaints but i like that we are complainers together. The other is unpredictable and unordinary, which is what i love, what was life like without them. What if one day one or both of them leaves,disappears what will i be left with ..... fake friends, fake fun,fake laighter, fake people, fake life. i have definately grown beyond the FAKE factor and hope to never have to return. I miss good friends i used to have and i wonder if friendships can ever re-kindle beyond the fake hugs, fake excitement and fake conversations. people learn to get over the past and start again done they?
on a lighter note i can eat again!!!! my wisdom teeth are out but i dont see any benefit.
School is almost over and time is going by so quickly, too quickly but i guess that is just life. Life is whatever we make of it and i want to make mine great.
Optimism what a concept.
I miss it when i had myself surrounded with people i actualy liked, at this point in life i only have 2 people i even care about talking to and one is continuously ill and i worry because i think about and miss when she was healthy and more importantly happy. I miss how we used to have fun and we both werent full of continuous complaints but i like that we are complainers together. The other is unpredictable and unordinary, which is what i love, what was life like without them. What if one day one or both of them leaves,disappears what will i be left with ..... fake friends, fake fun,fake laighter, fake people, fake life. i have definately grown beyond the FAKE factor and hope to never have to return. I miss good friends i used to have and i wonder if friendships can ever re-kindle beyond the fake hugs, fake excitement and fake conversations. people learn to get over the past and start again done they?
on a lighter note i can eat again!!!! my wisdom teeth are out but i dont see any benefit.
School is almost over and time is going by so quickly, too quickly but i guess that is just life. Life is whatever we make of it and i want to make mine great.
Optimism what a concept.