Jul 09, 2004 15:57
EEE!!
I had quite the breakthrough this morning...
While enjoying a shameless romp this morning with Eric, something happened that has never happened before that I am quite ecstatic about.
So typically for sex, being the gay guy that I am, I enjoy anal quite a bit, and otherwise stick to oral. (I don't dom Eric, tho I might some day.) For oral sex, considering that I am trans and not really on speaking terms with my bits downstairs, we usually do one of two things:
1. Eric sucks my prosthetic penis, making for a /great/ psychological experience and meanwhile either he brings me to climax with a finger on my "micro-dick" or we use a little vibrating bullet to do the trick there. Either way, that is a prefered method when we have the time because it lets us feel more /right/.
2. Eric simply delivers a brilliant blowjob to my tiny cock. The problem with this is that its not as easy to imagine my body as being how I want it like this. Tho the up side is that its typically quicker and usually less irritating to my now almost painfully sensitive tip. (The head on my dick is sticking out a good bit now by the way.)
Well this morning we were in a hurry so we went with the second method. Something amazing occurred.
Toward the end of the buildup I started leaking a little of a slightly milky liquid and then when I climaxed, in Eric's words, I 'nutted'. I had an ejaculation of a significant amount, milky cum that tasted salty and irony according to Eric. I was quite elated to say the least as my climax lasted much longer than usual and felt more satisfying.
I had read once on a very good sex education site that with female genitalia it was still possible to experience an ejaculation, but I had never had one before. I wonder if this is a psychological response to my physical needs or if my body has begun adapting to what I want and need. I wonder if the T is causing this or if its just me.
So thats my big news for the day. Other than that, I'm going on a more healthy diet and hitting the workouts hard. I got into a size 36 yesterday whereas I've been in a 38 for the past year. I'm quite proud but I intend to go much further. I bought a pair of 34's of my favorite style of jeans (my current pair ripped -_-) to motivate me into being able to wear them! So I'm working hard on it.
Take care!
-Arsiei, the elated ejaculist-